I just found this site and I'm not sure I'm even posting in the right thing, also not sure if this is just an American site or what, or if there is any Australian's here from Victoria that can help me out. I'm going to try and keep this short. I recently came out to my Dad and my GP as ftm in the hopes of beginning HRT before I turned 18. Turns out you have to be 18 to start hormones in Victoria, Australia unless you have a court order which requires consent from both parents but I have no contact with one of them and I doubt my Dad takse this seriously enough to go to court over it. So my GP referred me to this place called Headspace so I could get counseling done, thing is that ISN'T what I have in mind at the moment, sure I know I'm going to need counseling eventually, I told my GP how I wanted to get on hormones but she has no experience with that sort of thing so she just sent me to Headspace thinking I'd get everything I need there but the GP's at Headspace cannot help with that sort of thing so I wasted my time going there for a couple of appointments. The other day I told the counselor that I didn't want counseling yet, and that there is some sort of a mix up because I told my GP I wanted to get on hormones and Headspace can't help with that at all. So the counselor at Headspace called up some places near wear I live (I live in Geelong) and managed to find a doctor not too far from where I live, that is able to start me on hormones. But it's going to cost me to visit him, not a lot, but my Dad isn't exactly supportive and because that medical center doesn't bulk bill I'd have to pay an amount I can't really afford because I work casually on minimum wage and I can't even afford a binder yet. So I made an appointment with that doctor at that place anyway. I've been told by a lot of ftms in Victoria that I should ask my GP to refer me to Dr Campbell Paul at The Royal Children's Hospital in Melbourne, so I'll probably do that when my usual GP gets off holidays. But I know I still can't get on hormones till I'm 18 but apparently they can prescribe hormone blockers? I'm not sure how that would work cause aren't they usually for people who haven't hit puberty yet? or can you get them even if you have hit puberty to reduce feminization or something? I'm well into puberty so I'm not sure what difference hormone blockers are supposed to do. Apparently the Royal Children's Hospital can also help with making an application to start hormone therapy? I feel so stuck. I don't want to pay for this other GP if he can't help but I'm not so sure exactly what he can help with, and I don't want to be running all over the place and paying for things that won't help like doctors, hormone blockers etc. Hoping there is someone on here from Vic, Australia that can help me out with some info. Should I just wait till my usual GP gets back and get a referral from her to the Royal Children's Hospital like everyone else is saying I should? It'd be a struggle for transport there since my Dad doesn't take me being ftm seriously. Or should I go see this doctor near where I live but waste my money on him if he can't help with anything?? Also, what exactly are hormone blockers supposed to do if you're post-prepubescent? sorry if this is too much information but if anyone could help please give me some info. I'm really stressing and I feel like coming out to my Dad and GP has only made me feel worse, more depressed and like I'm going backwards because I'm still getting nowhere with my transition.