Being stuck in Adelaide..

Hold on, Melbourne, I'm coming back..

Was feeling tired so I went to bed but now I can't sleep 

this is one of the few things ive done all days because of a HUGE migraine, haven't been able to even get up to eat.

Quote from: Miss_Bungle1991 on December 14, 2013, 04:07:50 PM
Nope. Sorry. This is just a regular carrot.

Well... the carrot worked!
My therapist e-mailed me today with a link he found about coming out at work.
I e-mailed him and told him I already spoke with my supervisor... and asked about the letter.

The rest goes in the happy thread

My mentor, the person who is most responsible for my successful transition, who answered all my questions, validated my feelings, and sat patiently listening to my fears, hopes and experiences, no longer wants any contact with me.

She sent me a message via her girlfriend that she can't stand the fact that I'm scheduled for surgery while she can't afford it.

My sister dropped oil on my shirt at church today and it won't come out.

My other sister doesn't want to braid my hair today and knowing her, I doubt she will ever get to it

Because I was only one of two people at security at the airport, I got the part down treatment.
It's 35 minutes until the flight is supposed to leave and the plane isn't here yet.

Have little hope for the future and have been feeling like I am on the verge of tears(not sure why) for the last two or so hours.

Quote from: suzifrommd on December 15, 2013, 01:17:03 PM
My mentor, the person who is most responsible for my successful transition, who answered all my questions, validated my feelings, and sat patiently listening to my fears, hopes and experiences, no longer wants any contact with me.

She sent me a message via her girlfriend that she can't stand the fact that I'm scheduled for surgery while she can't afford it.

I think that is so sad. I mean, I understand her pain related to surgery - but it's no reason to cut someone out of your life.

Fuming. I was never tolerant at immaturity at the best of times.

People asking me the same question twice in the same conversation and acting as if I hadn't already explained it (also in the same conversation).
Dysphoria. My body sucks.

Sorry Suzi. Illogical people. Bah!

HOW DID I NOT KNOW THAT THE NEW SEASON OF THE BIG BANG THEORY STARTED 3 MONTHS AGO???

God. -_- I must have been so wrapped up in my teaching. I am so far behind. Yes, that is the worst of my problems today, I guess I am a lucky one atm.

Mom is talking to me again. But only through text, she doesn't pick up if I call.

Quote from: caleb. on December 15, 2013, 06:37:48 PM
HOW DID I NOT KNOW THAT THE NEW SEASON OF THE BIG BANG THEORY STARTED 3 MONTHS AGO???

God. -_- I must have been so wrapped up in my teaching. I am so far behind. Yes, that is the worst of my problems today, I guess I am a lucky one atm.

Meh. The first episode of the season really annoyed me and I stopped watching. There was estrogen involved... basically an old gag that goes against any actual science. The show was good when they paid attention to science... not ignored it for a flat funny.

Quote from: Kelly the Post-Trans-Rebel on December 15, 2013, 07:55:50 PM
Having my status as a woman questioned, here at Susan's of all places.. 

I trust you reported this. 

Still angry about that oil my sister dropped on my shirt.... -growls-

Quote from: suzifrommd on December 15, 2013, 01:17:03 PM
My mentor, the person who is most responsible for my successful transition, who answered all my questions, validated my feelings, and sat patiently listening to my fears, hopes and experiences, no longer wants any contact with me.

She sent me a message via her girlfriend that she can't stand the fact that I'm scheduled for surgery while she can't afford it.

That has to hurt. I get down about the same situation but I would not cancel a friendship over it. I'm happy that those who can get it done, do.

Quote from: Kelly the Post-Trans-Rebel on December 15, 2013, 08:41:12 PM
Indeed I did..

Actually it called in to question all non-op women here..

This seems to be an emerging pattern

I'm non-op and I'm proud.

Quote from: EstroGwynne on December 15, 2013, 08:43:59 PM
This seems to be an emerging pattern

I'm non-op and I'm proud.

A disturbing pattern.

I might be non-op (I reserve the right to decide after a decently long time on HRT).
I have been non-HRT (soon, not).

I not only consider myself as female since coming OOTC (Aug 5th, 2013),
but I also consider myself as having always been female...
...with socio-psychological issues based on my upbringing as male.

Screw anyone who thinks otherwise I'm me and only I can say who that "me" is!

Relax friends 

Although such things do occur from time to time, this turned out to be a simple misunderstanding between members that has been rectified

Time to move forward

Thank you

V M