listening to dubstep... arm went numb... Why?

Quote from: Emo on January 05, 2014, 07:25:00 PM
Guys cry all the time. My last cry was a few months ago tho. Its hard to cry as a guy and i personally hate it. I cant let anything out.
I feel you are better at this than me tho. I didnt even cry at my grandmas funeral. Whom i was very close to. So look at your cry as a blessing of getting it all out at one time instead of letting it out all the time. There are plenty of guys who get angry instead and id hate to see you turn out like that too.

I find it hard to cry at all anymore, so it's pretty unusual...I didn't mind but it's not something I am used to anymore. I cried last night as well. I have a feeling I am entering, or have entered, another depressive episode. Which is bad for me as the previous ones lasted several years. I was warned that it was life long, heh, but I still cling to the idea that I don't have anything diagnosable.

Quote from: MiaOhMya! on January 05, 2014, 10:04:39 PM
You just sound like a good person. Life is a give and take. We know people and love them, but that means we will fear losing them. Friends, family, pets...it's the time we have with them that makes it worth while.

It's true, but it's such a sad part of life.

In other news, my brother showed a friend of his my picture (after telling her I was trans, since she has a gf that she thinks might be FTM)...she thinks I am cute and wants to squeeze me. I have to wonder if she'd say that knowing I was cis. It might also be a nice way of saying "awww he looks fat and stupid in that picture <3 <3"

I ate 4 Cheetos just now and I feel bad about it.  It's not like I ate 11 Cheetos, but still....

I'm about to eat some pasta alfredo so that's even worse lol.  Well, to my defense, I didn't really have a dinner today/yesterday.  All I had was cereal, apple sauce, a fruit cup, a left over baked chicken strip with no salt, a carrot, 4 Cheetos and an apple.  On top of that I worked out my legs with 25 squats (not much but it's more than what I usually do and got tired).

Yeah.....I'm eating.

I just learned that dental is only covered for kids under ACA because it would make the plans too expensive. My dental plan is super cheap so this makes no sense.

Quote from: Casey Danielle on January 07, 2014, 12:43:26 AM
Wondering when this yogurt is actually going to expire.  It says August 13, 2013, but it still tastes good.

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Thats gross.

Quote from: Malachite on January 07, 2014, 12:25:42 AM
I ate 4 Cheetos just now and I feel bad about it.  It's not like I ate 11 Cheetos, but still....

I'm about to eat some pasta alfredo so that's even worse lol.  Well, to my defense, I didn't really have a dinner today/yesterday.  All I had was cereal, apple sauce, a fruit cup, a left over baked chicken strip with no salt, a carrot, 4 Cheetos and an apple.  On top of that I worked out my legs with 25 squats (not much but it's more than what I usually do and got tired).

Yeah.....I'm eating.

Saving the rest for later- I ate more than half but whatever.  I was hungry.

Malachite's mention of Cheetos has given me massive cravings lol.

I also never cease to be amused by Ugly Betty.

Betty: But you love casting sessions! Hotties! Big booooobs!
Daniel: ...please, never say the word "boobs" again.

Ugly Betty quotes now that caleb brought it up, because I share his love of all things Ugly Betty. >.<



Bully's mom: You know, you're a mother. Why don't you try looking like it?
Hilda: Yeah? You're a woman, why don't you try looking like that?
Justin: SNAP!

xD

Quote from: caleb. on January 07, 2014, 03:51:32 AM
Malachite's mention of Cheetos has given me massive cravings lol.

Feel free to take our Cheetos since I definately don't need them. 

I went full time by the time my sixth HRT month started (five whole months). And in these three months full time, things have been a complete disaster. I have no major effects from HRT, I keep getting misgendered even with the whole costume, and my face is a passability issue.

The logical part of my brain tells me to revert to male until hormones start making a considerable effect, and i start to get misgendered. The emotional half says to keep doing it in order to rack RLE months for SRS as soon as possible.


But, which part should I listen to?

A friend of mine just "liked" a comment I made on something on facebook almost three years ago, wtf?   She's nuts.

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 07, 2014, 04:51:30 PM
A friend of mine just "liked" a comment I made on something on facebook almost three years ago, wtf?   She's nuts.

Like!

At least that was timely.  I might ask her if she's off her meds, see if she gets mad.

Quote from: caleb. on January 07, 2014, 03:51:32 AM
Malachite's mention of Cheetos has given me massive cravings lol.

I also never cease to be amused by Ugly Betty.

Betty: But you love casting sessions! Hotties! Big booooobs!
Daniel: ...please, never say the word "boobs" again.

Massive cravings? Smoking a big doober? 
Booooooooobs (  .  )(  .  )  Ok smite me, got one already it's no biggie!
You know Auntie Shan is full of it!  :icon_peace:

I saw the word massive... Why didnt i expect this? :/

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 07, 2014, 04:56:35 PM
At least that was timely.  I might ask her if she's off her meds, see if she gets mad.

You're probably on to something!

Its hard to look up your own nose in a little magnifying mirror.

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 07, 2014, 05:32:53 PM
Its hard to look up your own nose in a little magnifying mirror.

It can't be that exciting anyway hon!

Quote from: Shantel on January 07, 2014, 05:38:37 PM
It can't be that exciting anyway hon!

You never know just what you might find up there!  Actually, there's a little sore spot and I was trying to see if it was a little zit or something. I'll have to put some peroxide up there before I go to bed, see if that helps.

Quote from: Shantel on January 07, 2014, 05:00:57 PM
Massive cravings? Smoking a big doober?

That sounds like something Portia and the others would do.