I really really need to get out and live! I'm struggling to find words... I'm so nervous I literally shake when I post here... Sorry dont mean to be such a downer! I'm trying to change my life to be more positive but I need help and support and friends... Aside from my grandmothers i'm all alone. Anyhow i'm super shy but I'm craving human interaction so please anyone else thats reading I want to be your friend! Lol!