Several nights ago, talking to a bearded woman. I cannot remember much of the conversation, but I remember the beard... been having lots of hair troubles, so this may be my way of telling myself to get back on the laser bandwaggon.

Double post!

Dreamt I was in the women's spa. Since this caused no problems, I guess everything was fine.

Booked a laser appt, by the way. The scratchiness is driving me mad!

I was walking in the Lake District, came back to the b&b to find that the queen had died. On top of that we were sharing a room with Prince (King?) Charles and, there in a wooden box, a freshly post mortemed queen Lizzy. Euch!

It's gets worse... She comes back to life and starts hugging me   

I woke up shaking and it took a while to get back to sleep.


I'm usually pretty good at working out what my dreams are trying to tell me, but I've been thinking about this one all morning, and I can't make any sense of it at all.

Well yesterday's dream (jan 6) was..a hoot in the negative sense,

Today's dream was interesting. I dreamt I was laying in bed (probably partial sleep paralysis in the beginning) and I was creating a visual blueprint with my mind on a small floating rotating platform. I was building the skeleton of a building, a psychology retreat. Some random person asked me "what I was building?" and I told them "I didn't know yet". The looked at the building (they had no form, but they indeed were looking at it) They said it was interesting.  I "mhm'd" and continued on. They must have left and then came back and asked me how it was going. The room I was in was suddenly a bit brighter with a bit of daylight creeping in. I told them "would you like to have a look?" They agreed and we suddenly shrink a little and the building grew (we met in a half way size) and we entered the building.

It was pretty old style medical building style. Soft beige, but it was dimly lit, because it wasn't really finished. I pointed out the huge cafeteria area immediately in front of us, then we walked over the right and somehow ended up upstair and in the psychologists office. There was a woman in there who wanted to treat me and I eventually eased my way out while showing the formless person the next area. Right out the psych's office and to the right was a small amount of cots for the mentally exhausted people to relax on. Down the stairs we went. To the right but in front of us was a medium sized room for all purpose medical reason. I pointed to the room ful of cots they could rest on while they waited. A pregnant woman who happened to be Tippi Hedren (in her green outfit from the movie) was laying down on one of the cots. A few more people in the corner were sitting on their beds and talking. There was a nurse that would come around to tend to the pregnant women in case they needed anything. The rest of the dream is a blur.

Basicly I dreamt that I came out to two girls, one accepted me and one rejected me, probably got the dream from me thinking nonstop about coming out to a friend, but of course my dreams are just as unhelpful as my thoughts...

Parts of this dream have faded in the last few hours but parts will stay with me for a long time.

I was lying on a beach with a gorgeous man, he knew I was transitioning & told me that he loved me for who I was & that he'd stick by me throughout my transition, we talked for hours until he leaned closer, our lips met & the feeling was like a jolt of electricity.
The dream didn't show me how but I died & he grieved for me, then as he walked along the beach a dolphin came to the surface with a very large oyster shell, he pried the shell open & there inside was me, now fully female with long golden hair, he leaned over & kissed me like a prince charming waking sleeping beauty.I woke up & he embraced me in his arms vowing to never lose me again.

Quote from: Jayne on January 09, 2014, 11:09:20 AM
Parts of this dream have faded in the last few hours but parts will stay with me for a long time.

I was lying on a beach with a gorgeous man, he knew I was transitioning & told me that he loved me for who I was & that he'd stick by me throughout my transition, we talked for hours until he leaned closer, our lips met & the feeling was like a jolt of electricity.
The dream didn't show me how but I died & he grieved for me, then as he walked along the beach a dolphin came to the surface with a very large oyster shell, he pried the shell open & there inside was me, now fully female with long golden hair, he leaned over & kissed me like a prince charming waking sleeping beauty.I woke up & he embraced me in his arms vowing to never lose me again.

WOW that was a great dream Jayne!

Quote from: Jayne on January 09, 2014, 11:09:20 AM
The dream didn't show me how but I died & he grieved for me, then as he walked along the beach a dolphin came to the surface with a very large oyster shell, he pried the shell open & there inside was me, now fully female with long golden hair

Edge, I can't believe that I didn't think of that classic picture after this dream, it just goes to show how much imagery stays hidden in our minds only to be dredged up in dreams.

I think one of the things that made this dream so amazing was that it was a lucid dream, I can still remember how his hands felt on my skin & the gorgeous smell of him, as you may guess from that sentence the rest of the dream was rather . . . . erotic, suffice to say he was a very passionate man.

Eating sushi,a bit boring after reading about Jayne's dream!

Quote from: big kim on January 10, 2014, 03:55:43 AM
Eating sushi,a bit boring after reading about Jayne's dream!

That was an elegant dream alright! I don't dream anymore, thankfully I just seem to go into a coma and wake up refreshed. When I do have an occasional dream it is always a revisitation from hell when I was in a war and I damn near have a heart attack.

Had gawdawful nightmares.

1)  Swimming to safety with lots of sharks in the water- very stressful
2)  Passing out at a crappy tattoo parlor and waking up covered in the worst. ink. ever.

I'm guessing #2 is a manifestation of MTF surgery anxieties.  #1 - general MTF? anxiety?

I don't deal with a lot of anxiety anymore while awake, but I guess subconsiously it's still there.  At least you can take drugs for it when you're awake...

I had a crazy nightmare in which I had cut my hair short,,, I get this nightmare sometimes,,,this year a lot of times...

This time though was pretty intense...glad to wake up to see that I still have my long hair...

I dreamed:

1.  I was doing something similar to a Sailor Moon cosplay where I was Tuxedo Mask and I was struck down by a villian and Sailor Moon ran over to me, grabbed me and held my hand.  I felt warm being next to her, and happy that she loved me enough to check up on me as she wept for me.  It didn't last long before it turned to a church member that made a mountain of crushed cornflakes on my couch >.>, but this was actually my favorite dream.

2. My former classmate's brother offered to take me to a football game along with a 5-10 day vacation somewhere exotic, but then he changed his mind.

3. I was back in second grade and the teacher was teaching math......division by long hand I think.  I raised my hand to ask why learn this stuff long hand now when there's technology to help us out with that that wasn't readily available when I was originally in second grade.  She said that was a good question, and while she was about to answer I felt myself waking up and about to talk in my sleep and I got really self-concious.  Somewhere in that dream before I woke up I saw 3 pennies in a cup.

Quote from: Malachite on January 13, 2014, 10:17:19 AM
Somewhere in that dream before I woke up I saw 3 pennies in a cup.

That sounds unusually symbolic lol.

I had a dream that I got to see my sweetie. But we never got any time alone. There were always different people hanging around. At one point, we were in a public place but we were alone, and all of a sudden she turned into a clone of Prince William LOL. I looked at her and laughed (because apparently something like that is totally normal) and I said "well, we can hold hands at least, but everything will think we're gay men until you change back." Then I said "I don't care what we do or where we go, I just want to be with you." She changed back later, and it was our last day together, we finally were going to get to be alone. And then my dad of all people came and wanted to spend the day with us. I got so angry that I left the room and couldn't even look at her.

Funny thing is that actually sounds like real life. We almost never get to be alone together. We only had one day where we got to have a day for "us", the rest was just an hour or two alone together at a time.

Quote from: caleb. on January 13, 2014, 04:30:37 PM
That sounds unusually symbolic lol.

I probably wanted to put those pennies towards my top surgery fund.   

I dreamed that I was a medic in the German army and we were fighting Americans in a war.  I had on a red uniform that looked similar to a red Power ranger.  I heard of a comrade being injured so I tried to find a green stretcher to lift him up on, only when I found one, it was a bit messed up.  Then, two paramedics that were more experienced came to go help the guy up with their stretcher that was actually functional.  The had on green uniforms, but their entire head was covered with a red cloth with a white design in the front.  Well since I felt useless, I tried to help in the fight so I grabbed a pistol and started shooting at a guy that had a mini-gun.  I don't think I ever took him down but while I was shooting him, I was getting shot at by Americans high up in buildings so I had to hide behind some sandbags,

most of my dreams these days involve accidental irradiation.

I had a very detailed and thorough dream last night.

I visited the nation of Barbados. Like the real Barbados, it was tropical and beautiful. Unlike the real Barbados, it wasn't an island, but a section of tropical coastline with land borders with both Canada and the US. Furthermore, it had no border checkpoints.

The main narrative of the dream seemed to be the US government identifying the lack of border controls as a security threat.

Quote from: Malachite on January 18, 2014, 03:14:26 PMWell since I felt useless, I tried to help in the fight so I grabbed a pistol and started shooting at a guy that had a mini-gun.  I don't think I ever took him down but while I was shooting him, I was getting shot at by Americans high up in buildings so I had to hide behind some sandbags,

Were you dreaming or visiting Detroit?

Quote from: dalebert on January 18, 2014, 04:10:02 PM
Were you dreaming or visiting Detroit?

Lol it was a dream.