I screwed up my laptop and am relegated to the tablet. I detest touchscreen navigation.

Spent the afternoon at my boss's house again. She is doing a little better, still a long way to go though. It was nice to see her laugh, make a few jokes and call her son in law a name, lol. She's eating better too.

Quote from: Gwynne on January 12, 2014, 02:07:58 PM
I screwed up my laptop and am relegated to the tablet. I detest touchscreen navigation.

ugh me too. 

I was going to temporarily post a picture of myself to get feedback on my passing, but apparently we can't delete posts for now so yeah that's not going to happen. Lol.

Quote from: FA on January 12, 2014, 06:20:21 PM
ugh me too. 

Happy to hear that I'm not alone in this. I'm beginning to feel like an anachronism.

Quote from: caleb. on January 12, 2014, 06:20:45 PM
I was going to temporarily post a picture of myself to get feedback on my passing, but apparently we can't delete posts for now so yeah that's not going to happen. Lol.

You can pm me as soon as you want it deleted (or another mod if I'm not around). 

Quote from: FA on January 12, 2014, 06:29:37 PM
You can pm me as soon as you want it deleted (or another mod if I'm not around). 

OK. I'm trying to take a "selfie" where I don't look homicidal. It's basically impossible. lol

Thinking that I feel like ->-bleeped-<-.

Big bear hug for Joe.
I'm thinking me too.

Quote from: Edge on January 12, 2014, 07:24:59 PM
Big bear hug for Joe.
I'm thinking me too.

Big bear hug for Edge, then.

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 12, 2014, 05:35:00 PM
Spent the afternoon at my boss's house again. She is doing a little better, still a long way to go though. It was nice to see her laugh, make a few jokes and call her son in law a name, lol. She's eating better too.

That's such good news!

Thinking about a new avatar.

Quote from: Emo on January 12, 2014, 08:13:37 PM
Thinking about a new avatar.

This has been my thought process (for several months) when it comes to selecting a new avatar:

"Hmmm....which Portia image should I use THIS time?"

What is this feeling?
Half way gone from a state of being.
I find it intriguing
My head is ringing.

Im not dead yet ,
But i might as well.
I feel nothing but regret.
Is this a living hell?

I want to be done with life.
I want to feel the scythe.
Lay my neck to the fold.
Feed me to the wolves.

Is it over?
Am i finished?
Is my life blood finally deminished?

No its not gone.
Im still here for a reason.
So heres to a coming dawn.
Im Prepared for the next season.

This is my life.
Im in this for him.
And if i go under the knife,
I wont be condemned
By no one but man
In this life full of sand.

Im not dead.
I wont be afraid.
Its not in my head.
Im merely awake.

Quote from: Malachite on January 12, 2014, 02:04:21 PM
Ugh-my main yahoo account won't let me log in and now that account is blocked for 12 hours.  However the other account works just fine but I rarely use it.  What the heck?  I hope this isn't just a problem with me and I reallllly hope this gets fixed.  As if I didn't have enough stress already.  Now I can't check my mail.  This is going to become very problematic for me if this isn't corrected soon.

Happened to me a few times lately. Yahoo has gone security batty. You can no longer use security questions to recover your account. They would rather I lose my email and other doodads. Yet I had the password right as it worked next time.

Quote from: caleb. on January 12, 2014, 06:20:45 PM
I was going to temporarily post a picture of myself to get feedback on my passing, but apparently we can't delete posts for now so yeah that's not going to happen. Lol.

Since when? I did the other day.

I contacted them through my alternate email account and explained my issue and asked about security questions being gone. I was contacted back not too long after anyway by the end of it I was back in. Now I have found that when my other email acted up and I had to change my password the security questions option was added to that one aswell.

So maybe contact them and say what is up and see what happens.

One of my friends claims not to show much emotion to anyone. He's lying. He shows plenty of emotion. It's not even that I'm picking up clues (although I do). He told me the first day he met me that he has depression. I wonder if he knows he's lying and is just saying that because he feels that's what he's supposed to do or if he doesn't notice that he shows emotion.
I want to stop thinking about him and I want to want to stop thinking about him.

Quote from: Edge on January 13, 2014, 12:59:38 PM
One of my friends claims not to show much emotion to anyone. He's lying. He shows plenty of emotion. It's not even that I'm picking up clues (although I do). He told me the first day he met me that he has depression. I wonder if he knows he's lying and is just saying that because he feels that's what he's supposed to do or if he doesn't notice that he shows emotion.
I want to stop thinking about him and I want to want to stop thinking about him.

I show emotion. Its not real emotion tho. I put on a mask when im with my friends or family. Then when im alone i feel like i could do something violent to myself.

Quote from: alabamagirl on January 13, 2014, 01:16:09 PM
Please don't, Emo. Lots of people here would be really sad if you hurt yourself. Things will get better, I promise. You've got a bright future ahead of you. *hugs*

It comes in seasons.
Sometimes i feel like i could take on the world, but then the next day, i could feel like i wouldnt care if i fell off a cliff.