I am so tired, i am ugly...that's the only thing that can explain it all...i post my pictures in the fabulous thread and everyone ..... ignores me, like i don't belong. I start threads and no one cares, i guess i'm really unpopular every where i go.

I hate myself, i am a ..... loser, i'm ugly and useless....listening to The Verve's Weeping Willow the ending part of the song is so soothing, singing about suicide as a very crappy budhist (not saying Budism is crappy just i'm not the best, most dilegent budist in the world i don't know how to properly put it).

My life is such a mess, i'm going to be alone it kills me, damn it...i don't expect anything from anyone in this thread it's just me mindlessly ranting, i need to get this steam off somewhere. Best of all i'm poor so i don't have any money to fix my predictament. .....

But... Youre pretty. From your avatar anyways .

Hope is always there. Its your choice to take hold of it.

Donna... just take a deep breath, calm down, and repeat to yourself... "I am a woman, and I am beautiful. And I don't need anyone else to tell me that."

It's a simple thing, and oh-so-hard to actually put into practice, but this is coming from someone who also just went through a 2-month depressive bout where I spent every single day hating myself, obsessing about how surgery was my only escape, feeling trapped and hopeless.

And I just want to say, again, for at least the fourth time that I've given you compliments, you are NOT ugly. Far from it. And I think you will realize it too if you turn off the self-critical voice that can't see anything but your own imperfections, and focus on the things that you like about yourself. Right now, it seems like you never have anything positive to say about yourself. Surely there's something about yourself that you like?

My heart really does go out to you. I know what it's like to feel trapped, but I only wish you could see what everyone here sees when they look at your pictures. You'd feel a lot better about yourself, I guarantee it.

Please stay strong. I'd love to see you post something positive soon, and be happy. And it would really pain me to see you just become another statistic. I don't know if it will mean much, but *hugs*.



(Side note: Also, your picture hasn't even been up for an hour yet in the "Fabulous" thread. Give people time! It's 2:45 in the morning here, for crying out loud, 90% of the member base is asleep.)

you're beautiful Donna, but if you don't accept the many compliments people have given you, then there's little wonder that people stop giving them. 

Quote from: sandrauk on January 16, 2014, 03:59:29 AM
you're beautiful Donna, but if you don't accept the many compliments people have given you, then there's little wonder that people stop giving them.

Thanks, i do accept compliments it's just no one seems to want to talk to me or comment on my pics when i post it hurts.

Quote from: Emo on January 16, 2014, 01:39:09 AM
But... Youre pretty. From your avatar anyways .

Here's my most recent pics





you decide?

Baby I think you posted the wrong pictures. The one's I am looking at are of a gorgeous cis girl who looks totally natural and confident. Where are your pictures, you know, the one's you think you are not pretty in. I usually don't go to the Fabulous thread, but I will go there and try to find the right pictures of you. Uh, I think you posted the wrong one's there as well. Anyway, when you get the right one's up let me know, OK?

I'll continue to send good thoughts your way, Donna. You're a beautiful, special, valuable person, and I hold a strong hope in my heart that you will come to realize that.

In the meantime, I'll be here for a pep talk if you need one.

Quote from: Donna Troy on January 16, 2014, 04:07:00 AM
Here's my most recent pics





you decide?

Decide what? Its obvious youre a cutie.

Donna-

I generally don't look in the vanity threads so I never see your posts.

I've told you before that you are very cute, as have a lot of other people.

I believe that you need to find a way to love and accept yourself and turn off that voice in your head that tells you that you are unattractive when clearly you are attractive. There are many members here that would love to look as good as you do.