hi i'm m3j, just a random 24yo italian guy (my english sucks)

some facts of my life:
3-7yo recall wanting to play with my cousin barbie house but quickly understand i was not supposed to, so repressed it. 
12-13yo desire of growing breasts (a costant in my life) wearing a couple of times my mother bra and some other stuff when i was alone at home,tried some heel shoes but have already had bigger foot than my mother.
13-15 start watching ranma 1/2, sex-change themed thing as intersexed child chapter on biology book (i've read Klinefelter synd. thousand times) start masturbating while dreaming of having a female body (another constant in my life)
15-16 start reading  ranma fanfic at http://www.bookmice.net/darkchilde/ranko/ranko.html
16-17 start documenting on transgender, reading real transition stories or diary, but also start reading sex-change fiction stories ad related stuff

i'm quite tall (6.1 ft), not bad looking as a guy but i've never had a real relationship although I've had more than a couple of opportunity with good looking girls
I feel like I quite don't fit in the male category, but I really don't know what i'm

I would like to welcome you, m3j to the site. 

It seems to me that you have recognized your gender dysphoria fir quite some time.  I hpe that thriugh your interactions here you might find the tools to cope with your feelings.  I am glad you took the opportunity to introduce yourself.  I am pleased to meet you.

By the way, your English is good.  And we have several other Italian members.   

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Hi and welcome from Australia

Cindy