Sooo I figure I should just you know. Post and update on stuff as of late.
Classes started at college again today and I walked into my third class a minute or two late cause I got held up setting up an appointment with the nurses office and I walked into my class and my teacher looks at me, "Evan?" Probably thinking I was this Evan guy, but it felt like a small victory cause I apparently passed for a guy. Was one of those YES feel good moments.
Also I've been just trying to get stuff set up so I can move out of my mother's house. I'm going to look into this work study program my college has where they pay you for doing like a job on campus (Like answering phones at the front desk or checking parking passes on student cars, that sort of thing) and if there's nothing to do on shift you're allowed to just sit there and do homework. So that plus my financial aid I could probably find a cheap apartment so I can start my transition.
Now that I've been approved I'm like hella antsy to get things going.
So I'm also plotting on updating my vlog perhaps Saturday, so long as I'm not bogged by homework. It's been nearly a month since I updated that thing, and I figure I should probably do it lol.
On a random side note I haven't really shaved my legs all winter. It's kinda neat looking down and my legs look all manly that way rofl. Silly, I know, but oddly I find enjoyment out of it.
I have been dealing with a bit of dysphoria on top of it. Like for a while I was kinda dysphoria-free which was like.. a relief? Like relieving in the sense where I didn't have to feel depressed because I wasn't thinking about it. But now it's back and coupled with my impatience to get my transition started it's like -facedesk-
Anywho ya so there's my update in a nutshell lol.
