Quote from: izzy on January 22, 2014, 06:23:01 PM
I could get claustophobic just looking at the bathroom arrangement. I like the bright pink color of the walls though. It kinda stinks the deal though.

The bathroom is not like that, it's more of a bad angle photo. The should have taken the photo from a high angle.

In the end I'm doing the search myself. I have a few things to check, and all of them cheaper than this. Like 35.000€ cheaper in some cases.

Update: already in the morning and he is still pressing me to buy it. That after three month ends he won't be there to fill papers or anything for a month and that I extend my rent because again, he is not letting me in his place.

Given the fact i'm the one that is going to live, he could be a bit more respectful. As I told, if I buy this and the low ceiling is not an optic illusion, I'd have to rent in another place because like hell I'm Not living there.

Spent 5 days working on something for a client and delivered a sample today and someone who knows nothing about it said it didn't meet specifications which were not given. How can it not??? Really ticked me off dealing with this spanner.

The person who actually requested it never responded and yes it met what they wanted.

Idiot.

"Still not apt for SRS"


Goddamned shrinks are not giving me the approval until again get me in full "mind stable" state. That I am overloaded with anxiety, aggressivity, etc. They recommend avoiding buying a home until things clear a bit more, give even more time to my parents and... Get me on drugs again. No Forking Way.

Found out that my grandpa has bladder cancer. Well...he's claimed that he has cancer and only has a few months to live many times before, but this time it may just be the real deal. Because my grandma said "cancer" and she never said it the times before. He is also having an operation in a few weeks.

Quote from: caleb. on January 23, 2014, 01:42:25 PM
Found out that my grandpa has bladder cancer. Well...he's claimed that he has cancer and only has a few months to live many times before, but this time it may just be the real deal. Because my grandma said "cancer" and she never said it the times before. He is also having an operation in a few weeks.

oh cr*p.

i'm so sorry. if you want to talk to someone, you can always talk to me. keep that in mind. i know we don't talk much on here, but i just want to help in every way i can.

My body is really feeling the stress I've dealt with now. Feels like I'm carrying a fully loaded 747 on my back.

Quote from: Zóôt Threepwood on January 23, 2014, 01:48:05 PM
oh cr*p.

i'm so sorry. if you want to talk to someone, you can always talk to me. keep that in mind. i know we don't talk much on here, but i just want to help in every way i can.

Thank you. I will definitely keep that in mind. So far I'm not too worried...I figure that's something that should be saved for after the operation.

It seems as though a few of the transguys that I follow on Youtube are getting on T.  I'm happy for them, but sad because when I had subscribed to them, they didn't really have any plans to start T.  Now I can't really relate to them..... 

I have a headache from staying up too late.

One of the spikes in my bed messed up the back of my good pants.  It's not really noticable, but I can feel ot so that's going to irritate me.

At this point I have no one to blame but myself since I've been delaying putting up my new bed.  I'll be sure to get that new bed in by next week.

My GP is completely incompetent.

Woke up with a very sweaty back.
And chances are I'll have to be in guy mode for about 3 hours to do laundry, meaning I'll have to go for breakfast too.

It's 21 F outside right now. That's cold. 

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 24, 2014, 07:19:03 AM
It's 21 F outside right now. That's cold.

High 40's low 50F here in the Pacific Northwest. I'm just 100 miles south of Canada, thinking of growing a few banana trees! 

Quote from: Shantel on January 24, 2014, 09:02:46 AM
High 40's low 50F here in the Pacific Northwest. I'm just 100 miles south of Canada, thinking of growing a few banana trees! 

Yeah, we have some polar vortex thingy happening that is bringing all this cold air down. Even had a little flurry this am just before I left the store after doing the reports. Too cold for me, I want my 50's and 60's back...

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 24, 2014, 09:22:26 AM
Yeah, we have some polar vortex thingy happening that is bringing all this cold air down. Even had a little flurry this am just before I left the store after doing the reports. Too cold for me, I want my 50's and 60's back...

Thinking the South is always warm is a big misconception, I almost froze to death at Ft. Benning, Georgia many years ago. And they grow peaches there?

Quote from: Shantel on January 24, 2014, 09:27:49 AM
Thinking the South is always warm is a big misconception, I almost froze to death at Ft. Benning, Georgia many years ago. And they grow peaches there?

Oh I know, but usually, the cold is short lived and then it goes back to warmer, at least here on the coast.

Quote from: big head horsey-face on January 24, 2014, 09:34:00 AM
Oh I know, but usually, the cold is short lived and then it goes back to warmer, at least here on the coast.

If it wasn't for warm coastal waters coming up from further south we wouldn't have such mild winters here.

headache

I've been trying to rationalize suicide, but I can't. Frankly I wish I could. But as I map out the plan I only ever get so far.