Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 26, 2014, 06:13:37 PM
A year on hrt and all I have to ask is, progress wherefore art thou?

Wherefore means "why".  I'm guessing you meant "where".

Well yes.

So does that mean Juliet is actually saying Why are you?

Quote from: Edge on January 26, 2014, 05:37:04 PM
Feeling sick and tired. I think I need to eat more vegetables and get more exercise.

Me, too.

Canadian winter saps me of my resolve to go outside and be active. 

Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 26, 2014, 06:26:42 PM
Well yes.

So does that mean Juliet is actually saying Why are you?

It does, actually. She's bemoaning that Romeo is a Montague.

"Why do you have to be a Montague??"

Depressed. Really depressed. Mostly about my face and my issue in the bathroom this morning.

It's keeping me from writing an essay, the rough draft is due tomorrow and I don't feel like writing it at all.

Not even listening to reggatón, my power music as of late, is working.

I miss Keaira. I hope I get at least a short chat with her tonight.

I didn't get much sleep last night. Worrying will do that for you.

Fell asleep "writing" my essay. I barely got anything done. Wasted 5 hours sleeping, I now have less than 5 hours to write this, shower (which always takes a long time due to issues) and eat breakfast.
I would write during breakfast, but this battery only lasts me four hours, and I need it for psychology class, too.
I'll see if I can't find an outlet.

I don't know how I can stretch this into 4-5 pages. I've never written anything over a page and a half before.

I have 2 exams today barely slept yesterday and I'm feeling guilty that I really don't care whether I fail or not ><

The fact my emotions came back swinging, need to be numb again. I guess.

I didn't get much sleep last night.
My apartment is a mess and I'm pretty sure we have mice.
If the strike goes on for two more weeks, we lose the semester. Honestly, I'm not sure which I'd prefer right now since we've lost so much time.

Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 26, 2014, 03:31:48 AM
Woke up to find out an internet reviewer/producer I am a fan of passed away a couple of days ago, even though I did not know them in person it still has hit me hard.

I also feel bad that I am shaken by the loss of someone I have never met and yet when I lose a family member(especially one I am close to) I do not always feel anything.

You mean JewWario?

Quote from: Zóôt Threepwood on January 27, 2014, 09:49:39 AM
You mean JewWario?

Actually yes I do. Are there other TGWTG and Blip TV fans here?

Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 27, 2014, 10:22:16 AM
Actually yes I do. Are there other TGWTG and Blip TV fans here?

i love TGWTG glasses. My favorite reviewers are Doug Walker and Brad Jones, although Spoony's old stuff was quite good too.

I am all over the place at the moment, right now my favorites are Linkara, Oancitizen, Nash, Brad Jones and starting to get into E-Rod's stuff. Before that it was Doug Walker, Lupa, Phelous, Elisa(Maven) and I think that is it. Honorable mentions are MikeJ's Infomercialism, Jesuotaku, That Sci-Fi Guy, Marzgurl, JewWario(of course) unfortunately I have only seen a few of his videos and need to catch up, Pushinguproses, Angry Joe and etc;

They sometimes get me through bad days, dark days are another thing but bad days definitely.

Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 27, 2014, 10:50:23 AM
I am all over the place at the moment, right now my favorites are Linkara, Oancitizen, Nash, Brad Jones and starting to get into E-Rod's stuff. Before that it was Doug Walker, Lupa, Phelous, Elisa(Maven) and I think that is it. Honorable mentions are MikeJ's Infomercialism, Jesuotaku, That Sci-Fi Guy, Marzgurl, JewWario(of course) unfortunately I have only seen a few of his videos and need to catch up, Pushinguproses, Angry Joe and etc;

They sometimes get me through bad days, dark days are another thing but bad days definitely.

Nostalgia Chick can be funny too, depending on what she's reviewing. I'll pass if she's doing a chickflick for the most part. Linkara is ok, but i'm not all that much into comics. I don't like SadPanda. Phelous is really funny. I detest Angry Joe's whole schtick. Lupa is great too, but rarely does anything nowadays. I think she married Phelous last year or the year before that.

Ah didn't know they were getting/got married.

i have become an almost completely different person during 2013. i know this isn't me. i wasn't always bitter. i don't want to seem like a jerk. i want myself to come back. Maybe therapy (trauma, depression) will help. i have become kind of aggressive at times and loud. i notice that i must seem quite unhinged to quite a few people, but what can I do?

Quote from: Zóôt Threepwood on January 27, 2014, 01:18:44 PM
i have become an almost completely different person during 2013. i know this isn't me. i wasn't always bitter. i don't want to seem like a jerk. i want myself to come back. Maybe therapy (trauma, depression) will help. i have become kind of aggressive at times and loud. i notice that i must seem quite unhinged to quite a few people, but what can I do?

It's OK hon, we all get you here just fine, hope you can get some resolution to it all somehow eventually!

Quote from: Shantel on January 27, 2014, 01:21:05 PM
It's OK hon, we all get you here just fine, hope you can get some resolution to it all somehow eventually!

i'm just glad the flashbacks are no longer easily triggered.