Uh, Hi!
My name is Lyra, I'm transfeminine genderqueer maybe? I'm a bit confused about my gender at the moment. Which is natural I suppose, but it still bothers me a bit to be uncertain. I'm 18 years old and I've been on estradiol and spiro for about three years, and I'm transitioning beautifully if I do say so myself. Sometimes It's hard to remember that I'm beautiful and that I'm whatever gender I want to be and dysphoria ends up crushing me, but that's normal I guess, and I have wonderful family and friends to support me when that happens. I'm a senior in high school, and it's terrible. The people are nice enough I guess, they dont bully me or anything, and they genuinely care about me, but they don't care about what they say around me, so I'm always having to hold my tongue when someone says something offensive or triggering. I'm hoping to be able to graduate a semester early but I have to jump through a bunch of bureaucratic hoops to do it. I feel like college isn't for me, but I don't know what is, so I don't have any plan for after high school, which of course seems to irritate every adult I talk to. I've been trying to find a proper trans* forum for ages, but I've had bad experiences with forums in the past so I've been reluctant to join any. I'm basically looking for some extra support and a good source of advice and information which as far as I can tell is what y'all are striving to be. At the same time I think I can offer a valuable perspective on things so I can help others as well.
I hope to have a very good stay here with y'all <3