My car hates the cold. Short paycheck coming up.

I got no T.

I do have my prescription for Sustanon but this whole damn country has been sucked dry of it so it's a no-can-do, and I ran out of gel yesterday.
I called the policlinic responsible for this stuff and asked for a new prescription but I've heard nothing from there and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH. Of course all this could be because of the personal identity number changing and whatnot but I STILL HAVE NO T AND IT'S STRESSING ME BEYOND BELIEF.

My mom isn't going to work today.  

Watching others win the waiting game while I'm still stuck here losing it, and there's nothing more I can do.

A friend is going to a movie and didn't invite me even though I invited him to the last movie I saw. He never invites me to anything. I guess he doesn't actually like me.

I just found out that one my great aunts died last night.

Quote from: Constance on January 29, 2014, 09:37:12 AM
I just found out that one my great aunts died last night.

I'm sorry hon. 

Quote from: Edge on January 29, 2014, 09:34:53 AM
A friend is going to a movie and didn't invite me even though I invited him to the last movie I saw. He never invites me to anything. I guess he doesn't actually like me.

I wouldn't jump to conclusions. Did he invite anyone else?

Day 3 of the worst week ever and dysphoria is crippling. I've got a psychology test in 2 hours that I really don't want to get all made up to go to I don't want to do anything but die right now.

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 09:46:45 AM
I wouldn't jump to conclusions. Did he invite anyone else?

Yes. One of our mutual friends told me he, D, and other friends were going. (It just came up in conversation because I mentioned that I am planning on going to a movie sometime and am giving an open invitation to come.)

Quote from: Edge on January 29, 2014, 09:57:04 AM

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 09:46:45 AM
I wouldn't jump to conclusions. Did he invite anyone else?

Yes. One of our mutual friends told me he, D, and other friends were going. (It just came up in conversation because I mentioned that I am planning on going to a movie sometime and am giving an open invitation to come.)

How well do you know the others? Maybe someone else set up the movie date?

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 10:02:47 AM
Yes. One of our mutual friends told me he, D, and other friends were going. (It just came up in conversation because I mentioned that I am planning on going to a movie sometime and am giving an open invitation to come.)


How well do you know the others? Maybe someone else set up the movie date?

I don't know who the others are, so I don't know. I don't know how it is in other places, but here that wouldn't change anything. Every time I invited or am invited to the movies, not everyone knows everyone and people frequently invite other people.

Quote from: Edge on January 29, 2014, 10:12:37 AM

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 10:02:47 AM
Yes. One of our mutual friends told me he, D, and other friends were going. (It just came up in conversation because I mentioned that I am planning on going to a movie sometime and am giving an open invitation to come.)


How well do you know the others? Maybe someone else set up the movie date?

I don't know who the others are, so I don't know. I don't know how it is in other places, but here that wouldn't change anything. Every time I invited or am invited to the movies, not everyone knows everyone and people frequently invite other people.

Hmm maybe you could mention it in kind of a joking way 'hey I heard you went to see X without me!' It could just be an oversight. I doubt he was thinking 'oh better not invite Edge!' Though I know how easy it is to think that with your history of bad friendships.

Quote from: Emo on January 28, 2014, 09:33:36 AM
whats wrong?

Lots of stomach pain, throwing up, which is making my usual migraines and vision problems a lot worse, then the fact that despite all that I still need to function in my day to day life, which is certainly f***ing not helping.

Quote from: Willow on January 29, 2014, 09:47:13 AM
Day 3 of the worst week ever and dysphoria is crippling. I've got a psychology test in 2 hours that I really don't want to get all made up to go to I don't want to do anything but die right now.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

Being called a cheeky bastard for asking someone to smoke outside the no smoking bus shelter.

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 10:30:48 AM
Hmm maybe you could mention it in kind of a joking way 'hey I heard you went to see X without me!' It could just be an oversight. I doubt he was thinking 'oh better not invite Edge!' Though I know how easy it is to think that with your history of bad friendships.

I could, but our other friend just invited me, so I am going. Huzzah! I still wonder if D doesn't want me there though.

Quote from: Edge on January 29, 2014, 03:20:35 PM

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 10:30:48 AM
Hmm maybe you could mention it in kind of a joking way 'hey I heard you went to see X without me!' It could just be an oversight. I doubt he was thinking 'oh better not invite Edge!' Though I know how easy it is to think that with your history of bad friendships.

I could, but our other friend just invited me, so I am going. Huzzah! I still wonder if D doesn't want me there though.

Awesome! Screw him if he doesn't. I would just take him at face value for now.

I have a bump on my face that is half torn.

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 03:26:48 PM
Awesome! Screw him if he doesn't. I would just take him at face value for now.

Thanks. I, er, want to. That's a problem.