Quote from: Edge on January 29, 2014, 04:02:13 PM

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 03:26:48 PM
Awesome! Screw him if he doesn't. I would just take him at face value for now.

Thanks. I, er, want to. That's a problem.

oh wait - this is the crush you've been talking about?

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 04:22:40 PM
oh wait - this is the crush you've been talking about?

Yes. He doesn't know and we're just friends.

Quote from: Mr Hockey on January 28, 2014, 07:54:16 PM
Big incident? What happened, if you don't mind me asking?

I've never really gotten into La Liiga football. FC Barcelona is a great team though.. Messi is great.

Honestly... Not as much as a team as a huge pile of cash. Want a real football team?



No piles of cash, no superstars, no International players (Instead of importing players from other countries to sell more merchandise we only get players from the historical provinces)... And no corruption (ask about the latest scandal regarding Neimar's purchase). We only built half out the outer stadium at a time to avoid running in situations such as other clubs that went bankrupt with overexpending. And we still do pretty well...

It's one of the three only clubs that have been in the 1st division since 1928, with Barcelona and Madrid.

Honestly, I should not even care about football, but...

Quote from: big kim on January 29, 2014, 02:18:23 PM
Being called a cheeky bastard for asking someone to smoke outside the no smoking bus shelter.

I hate when people smoke in the shelters! Like that's so rude...why do you think you should get the shelter when you're poisoning everyone inside it? You want your dirty little habit you can take the consequences. -_-

So there was a small fire in the hallway caused by my mother lighting up some incense and forgetting about them.   I tried to find our fire extinquisher where it usually is but it was NO where to be found. The air freshner can near the fire exploded and the glass holding the incense shattered and the fire apparently disappeared.  I have no clue how that was possible, but I thank God it did.  My mom acted clueless about the FE and said she probably used it.  Then she tells me we need a fire alarm and fire extinguisher....really?   I think she's slightly drunk.  This house should already be condemned according to a repairman.

This could have ended badly.  I'm going to keep on her about getting a fire extinguisher. 

Quote from: Malachite on January 29, 2014, 05:25:53 PM
So there was a small fire in the hallway caused by my mother lighting up some incense and forgetting about them.   I tried to find our fire extinquisher where it usually is but it was NO where to be found. The air freshner can near the fire exploded and the glass holding the incense shattered and the fire apparently disappeared.  I have no clue how that was possible, but I thank God it did.  My mom acted clueless about the FE and said she probably used it.  Then she tells me we need a fire alarm and fire extinguisher....really?   I think she's slightly drunk.  This house should already be condemned according to a repairman.

This could have ended badly.  I'm going to keep on her about getting a fire extinguisher.

Is this why you're always disappointed when she's home? 

snow

Quote from: FA on January 29, 2014, 05:53:12 PM
Is this why you're always disappointed when she's home? 

This was one time where I was glad she was here.  I don't like it when she gets off work early or doesn't have to work because that's more time I have to spend with her drunk.

Totally not feeling comfortable today. More or less I got used to andro mode and still getting gendered female half the time, but today is totally dude mode. Male clothing and coat, boots, and no make up. I'm not even tucking and that moving and actually feeling itr is not a good thing. The why?

- blood test ultra early. Putting make up equals 30 more minutes without breakfast at home. Glad I shaved yesterday at night.

- I'm going to the civil registry to try and change my name. I need to prove that Noah is male (since the restriction on names matching genre won't be lifted until July), and I am caught as trans they may stop me and force me to come back with the second letter for changing name and gender marker.

We do name changes any day but thursdays. Thursdays are reserved for taking oaths to nationality.


And she was giving me weird loooks for moving from Jorge to Noah. So you know, tomorrow I'm going there full femme. I'm not crossdressing male as today anymore.

I don't even know why. I just feel like crap today.

Quote from: AppleJack on January 30, 2014, 04:54:39 AM
We do name changes any day but thursdays. Thursdays are reserved for taking oaths to nationality.


And she was giving me weird loooks for moving from Jorge to Noah. So you know, tomorrow I'm going there full femme. I'm not crossdressing male as today anymore.

You're going from a male name to another male name?

Quote from: FA on January 30, 2014, 06:35:45 AM
You're going from a male name to another male name?

To a neutral one usable by both genders which I have been using for a year (In spain it is considered female sounding, since most of the time people won't bother to check the origin). Law here does not allow you to have a name not matching your birth assigned gender without waiting for two years HRT or surgery, so a lot of people resort to gender neutral names while trying to convince the the judge it is a male name (or the opposite).

If after a year I choose a new name again, everybody is going to get really pissed. Except for my parents, who put zero effort on accepting my new identity. Lucia could be a possible new name that did not came originally. Andrea too (also neutral, but more femenine), but there were far too many trans Andreas already... Going with Noah variations, Noelia is also there... Just that it's a name that can cause me to create a mental link to a part of my life I want to forget. Noah is quite "clean" in that sense.

Quote from: AppleJack on January 29, 2014, 05:14:23 PMHonestly... Not as much as a team as a huge pile of cash. Want a real football team?

I'd say Aduríz, Susaeta, and Beñat are rising stars. All domestic as well. Many of Barcelona's stars came up through the ranks of the youth academy. Like everyone in the starting 11 besides Neymar (Santos) and Dani Alves (Bahia).
I do think that they are going to beat out Valencia for a European spot. Hopefully they won't be decimated like Real Sociedad was this year. In fact, I kow they won't.

Quote from: AppleJack on January 30, 2014, 06:40:55 AM
To a neutral one usable by both genders which I have been using for a year (In spain it is considered female sounding since most of the time since people won't bother to check the origin). Law here does not allow you to have a not matching your birth assigned gender without two years HRT or surgery, so a lot of people resort to gender neutral names while trying to convince the the judge it is a male name (or the opposite).

Hey why havent I thought about that?

Finished the drawing I did of the girl I like but as usual I dislike it granted I always dislike my work and this was the first time I have drawn in like three years but still, I think I made the hair two red and should have done it in brown first then added red. Also I just suck at doing portraits, so on the one hand I want to post it to my Tumblr due to I do not think she will be able to tell it is her but at the same time I worry that will be able to and not like it(it is bad afterall) or at least ask me why I chose to draw her and frankly I do not think I could answer as I do not think I am ready for the question.

Also my drawing sucks big-time.

Finding out that UCLA doesn't have a criminal justice program. 

Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 30, 2014, 08:48:06 AM
Finished the drawing I did of the girl I like but as usual I dislike it granted I always dislike my work and this was the first time I have drawn in like three years but still, I think I made the hair two red and should have done it in brown first then added red. Also I just suck at doing portraits, so on the one hand I want to post it to my Tumblr due to I do not think she will be able to tell it is her but at the same time I worry that will be able to and not like it(it is bad afterall) or at least ask me why I chose to draw her and frankly I do not think I could answer as I do not think I am ready for the question.

Also my drawing sucks big-time.

There are few artists that like their own work, I can (and have) spend 3 hours on a simple background and think nothing else but of how bad it looks.

Before this pic the most arty I have gotten in a while drawing wise is to do crappy digital art in GiMP and add it to my deviantart page.

You are right it is pretty normal doesn't make it easier or me feel better though.

Upset stomach