Just when I thought I had the hang of the whole HRT thing, it has really thrown me for a loop. The last few days I have felt a disconnection from my self, and it is rather hard to explain.

I guess the jist of it is I am finding my new, feminine emotions, and it is humbling, thrilling and frightening all at the same time. I am vulnerable in ways I have never felt, and this may become the new norm. A few days ago I was just hit right between the eyes with the realization I am bi.

I am not complaining, much... except that it is all happening so fast I feel as if the rug has been pulled out from under me. My very self image is changing, and it is intense. I do not think I fully grasped this aspect of transition when I started.

It could be worse, you could of woke up and realized you were an Aardvark

I can always count on you to find a silver lining.

Things are better today.

I think I just took that emotional ride, from being low on E before a shot to very high E after. Female emotions will take some getting used to. I am not in Kansas anymore.

Welcome to Camelot, Princess
Gotta tell ya, I had a few of those weepy girl days, expect I probably haven't seen that last of those either. But there you go. All in all, isn't it magic? Makes ME smile

I dunno is if is magic. I know it works.

I have just been so giddy and positive lately, I kinda' freaked when I had a rough day.

Looking back, big stuff happened, some good and some bad.

1. Realized I was bi! That was just like a lightning bolt to the brain. I did not transition. A switch was flipped. Wild!

2. A former mentor of me and my friends decided to OD on heroin in the most public of ways.

3. I discovered I am allergic to estridiol valerate.

4. I went in for a hormone shot, I was running on empty, now I am running on full.

5. ...

6. Profit