For years my testicles have been inside me, so tucking is an absolute non-issue. That said, I hate this thing between my legs with a passion. I have a boyfriend, and I'm just a boring heterosexual woman. I don't need a vagina to feel like a woman, but at the same time I need it because that's how I've always dreamed of myself. My honey looks at me as a woman and his girl, but I'm sure that even after I have my SRS (hopefully this year) we'll still have intercourse the way we do now sometimes, because we both love the way it feels, but he's looking forward to my surgery too. I live with a great deal of pain every day, so a few months extra to have what I've prayed for and dreamed of my whole life will be more than tolerable. I can hardly wait!

I have that thing and I use it for pleasurable masturbation. Oddly I feel feminine when doing that. I'd rather not have it. It's just not me. I don't feel right with it there. The masturbation is just an arousal thing. Hard to explain.

Don't hate it, don't love it. It's what I've got and it can be fun.

I'm invading your thread girls, sorry.

Just from what I've seen, it seems that more transwomen are comfortable with their bio organs than transmen are. I, for one don't like my female parts at all.

Quote from: Mr Hockey on February 06, 2014, 08:20:09 PM
I'm invading your thread girls, sorry.

Just from what I've seen, it seems that more transwomen are comfortable with their bio organs than transmen are. I, for one don't like my female parts at all.

Well, in my case, it's not so much a feeling of "comfort", it's just acceptance of what the situation is. I had an orchi and that was great. Would I like to get rid of the water pipe as well?

Sure.

But that isn't going to happen since I don't have the cash and other reasons that I don't feel like discussing in public.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on February 06, 2014, 08:24:45 PM
Well, in my case, it's not so much a feeling of "comfort", it's just acceptance of what the situation is. I had an orchi and that was great. Would I like to rid of the water pipe as well?

Sure.

But that isn't going to happen since I don't have the cash and other reasons that I don't feel like discussing in public.

I see.

As I brought up in another thread, if only we could trade!

Quote from: Mr Hockey on February 06, 2014, 08:28:02 PM
I see.

As I brought up in another thread, if only we could trade!

True.

I couldn't imagine not having a vagina. It helps to make me feel complete and also makes time with guys very fun in bed.

Guys?

Ewwwwww

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on February 06, 2014, 08:49:26 PM
Guys?

Ewwwwww

Laura, you are so adorable. I love reading your posts

  I just can't get into guys. Even my anthro counterpart is a lesbian.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on February 06, 2014, 08:49:26 PM
Guys?

Ewwwwww

I second that. I'm as girly as they come but the thought of being with a guy in bed is, well, Kathy said it best: "Ewwwwwwwwww!!!!"

Quote from: Allyda on February 06, 2014, 10:25:38 PM
Kathy said it best: "Ewwwwwwwwww!!!!"

Ummmm, Kathy is straight.

I love my part and try to keep it healthy and happy so I can turn it into, well you know, an innie! I haven't told it yet though!*giggle*

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on February 06, 2014, 10:41:38 PM
Ummmm, Kathy is straight.

Sorry, I must have mistook your meaning. Mine still stands though. Only women for me. It's not about sex with me anyway, it's about the overall relationship. Right now I have no sex drive whatsoever and that's fine with me at least until I have my eventual SRS.

my biggest issue is that breasts are more of a practical thing. even some women dont have them. the genitals change everything about a relationship. so. i hate that i have male genitals. because the alternative is just so exilerating to think about having. just the notion that it really would complete my feeling of being a woman.

but its the hrt that scares me. i can deal with having a penis. i dont know if i can deal with not passing after hrt.

ie: you can be passable and have a penis. you can be passable and not have breasts. but short of ffs hrt is my only option to be passable as far as my face.

and that scares me.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on February 06, 2014, 11:06:51 PM
I love my part and try to keep it healthy and happy so I can turn it into, well you know, an innie! I haven't told it yet though!*giggle*

Lol! That's all mine's good for as far as I'm concerned. However I hope my hrt shrinks and shrinks and shrinks, lol!

It doesn't bother me, but I do feel more embarrassed about it. It hurts during sex. GRS is so far away for me though. But since hrt, my feelings have changed a bit and I don't know how I feel about that. I like that I can still (occasionally) satisfy my partner. Well, penetration is very different, but we can still do it. I feel embarrassed about having an erection though. Idk. I felt like I was non op, but I think about it more now. I just never expected that I would be so happy killing off my sex drive.

I think killing off the sex drive for me at least is a freedom in itself. Without those distractions I've been more able to get in youch with my inner self. Being currently single though I realize I don't have the obligations many others have for keeping a wife or partner satisfied.