I've only just been to 1 therapist appointment so no hrt yet. But have discussed it a little and it is most likely the direction I will be going.
I posted about finger nails before and it is and will be very important to me. I've been having them done for 6 months now and for the first time the gel is starting to lift. Never thought them starting to lift would affect me like this. It freaked me out a little. It is like one of the only feminine things about me this early in my transition and I don't like the thought if them coming off.
http://s3-media1.ak.yelpcdn.com/bphoto/9hMgZg64YkQctb0GuZ2yvw/l.jpg So I could not get an appointment today so I am going to have to wait till tomorrow. I will have to go with my wife which I did not want to do because she always says to get them shorter. But since I like going with her, I guess eventually she will just let me do what I want. So I think this time when and I get my toes to match, I'm going to do hot pink tips on the toes only. I always get my way, I just don't like her bitching about my decision.
Now when I go get waxed next week and I have some hot pink on my toes I may just tell my waxing girl about me. I wish. But you never know.
No hrt yet and some guys are attractive to me.
I went to target and bought a pink hoody and pink workout jacket/top. Almost tried them on. But now I have absolutely no problems shopping for womens clothing at all any more.
Really want to go to a transsexual support meeting tonight. If I tell my wife she will probably tell me I should go. Even then I am still scared.
Even though I posted before keeping my male parts does not present a problem. Recently they are disgusting me and I want them gone.
Woke up crying and not knowing why again yesterday. And thinking about men. And remember I am still press hrt and sexually attracted to my wife.
I just took a before pic of me in a corset and a skirt no head showing if coarse. I think my curves look OK for being pre hrt but too afraid to post the pic because of my shoulders.
There's more but I gotta go. Thanks for reading.
Norma Lynne