I wanted to use a piece I wrote last year to contribute to my thesis. And well, it's crap! -_- I knew nothing about nothing lmao. Reading it, I see how ill-informed I was about the background of my thesis and I was just talking out of my butt. That means I will basically have to redo a bunch of work rather than rely on my past notes to get this done because, well, I'm an idiot.
In fairness to me, I was just starting hormones and a lot of s* had gone down so I was an emotional wreck. Unsurprising that I couldn't dedicate a lot of my energy towards doing a good job. But now it makes me wonder if the stuff I am writing now is crap too!
I'm embarrassed because my sketch was actually shared with my classmates as an "example." Really? That was the best example they had? I weep for our world.
