I guess that I am anxious to get some appreciation as a girl .It would give me a boost of confidence and also it would make me feel that all of this is real , not just in my mind , that everyone can see a girl .

Now , I refuse to even access my official  'boy' email address , although I need it . I am just too traumatized and scared not to loose my real identity , not to go back to where I was , a place of sadness , darkness and confusion.

Quote from: "I'm Stella Stanhope, and that's why I drink". on February 09, 2014, 07:53:15 AM
This is sound logic, realistic advice. Sadly most health professionals and transition pathways think the exact opposite, and expect you to wear a dress and makeup when your at your height of masculinity. Personally myself, I'm beginning to think that they're all just taking the p*ss out of us, really.

That's an excellent mantra. As is;

That's brilliant! And sounds like a whole ad-campaign could be made out of that slogan

I'm glad you like the "girl-light" concept. Too bad I majored in English instead of Marketing!

Curse my lack of investment instincts!