Well, that wasn't a very capturing title for my post. I am new to forums, having been a slave to my own social intovertedness.
Anyways, hello. My name is Jasper and I am a female to male transgender. I came out to my mother in December of 2013.
I am a musician and an artist and graduate high school the end of May. From there I start cosmetology school in June.
I realised I wasn't who I really was two years ago. I came out to my mum then. Not really realising what transgender was. And then I started to research it more after having pushed aside these confusing feelings. I came out as pansexual, last year, thinking maybe I liked girls. But that wasn't it either. I only found one girl to be attractive and that wasn't until this year after I realised my mistake. Finally, I realised again that I was transgender and decided to research and read into it further. I am really quite unsure about getting Testosterone or surgery because I have this huge fear...and I mean HUGE...fear of needles and a low pain tolerance. So, my heart says yes. But my mind says no. I ordered my first chest binder, giving my mum the money and having her order it off Amazon. I am patiently *ahem* waiting for it to arrive.
My research led me to this site a lot. So after much inner conflict I finally decided, "You know? I might as well give this forum thing a try." And here I am. I am really excited to get to know some if not a lot of you.
I may be young, but I am always here for anyone who needs to talk.
Another side note: I do identify as gay, as a male. No feelings for any girls (except that one, but I am not willing to act with anything serious, it's a precious friendship I am not willing to ruin.)
