Actually, I came out to 2 close friends.
The first was first thinking and telling that I was saying I'm MtF because I feel bad due to puberty but he changed his mind after that and said me that I should wait and see if I'm still thinking about transition (but wont it be too late then ? I mean, I'm adolescent, if I start now, I can seem very femme). He is the most comprehensive one I came out to but in fact I feel bad because I dont feel right in my skin, but he thinks I want to transition because I feel bad...
The second close friend I came to first said that if it's what I want, I should do it, but when we spoke again, he spoke to me like if he was about to send me in an asylum, saying that I must be totally insane to say such things and that I "just" should change a bit my behavior and be more masculine. I said him "->-bleeped-<- you" and that I wont speak again with him. It's true ; I don't want to stay friend with a such dumbass.
So now I dont know if I had better not to come out to anyone and if I had better to wait and see if it's not "just a puberty thing", like my friend said, or if I'm really MtF, and I dont know if I had better to find a therapist first.
PS : I'm a french high school student so scuse me if I dont perfectly speak english.
