Ok so I'm all cool when someone is checking me out, maybe a little creepy. But when they make "sexual" nasty groaning i want to beat a face in. I have anger and when you breathe your nasty breath in my face UN a sexual manner I WILL knock you out. It's a problem with drunken public transportation. Can i hit them for sexual harassment? Also the "what are you?" Or "do you have a penis?" Bull crap questions I WILL HIT you male or woman i don't care I'm fed up with stupidity and rude people iWILL just start laying people out constantly. Any advice.

Yeah, that's a really great way to get yourself assaulted and/or thrown in jail for assault. If these are things you'd rather avoid then I'd strongly suggest a different, non-confrontational approach. Drunk people in particular are very unpredictable and can turn violent on a dime - I realise your transportation situation and social life might not allow it but if you're being harassed maybe consider safer options, you won't solve anything by getting in a fight.

I know that i may get into trouble this way. I was not trying to come off like I'm looking for the ok to do my first reaction, i am looking for a different way to resolve this. I've been looking for friends and while out the crazy people point me out to everyone. This in turn makes me super frustrated to extreme levels. It's a very enlightening feeling to knock some decency into them. What should i do instead of my usual tactic. I'm still dealing with irrational anger constantly, so the insults set me off on a rage. I have been meditating and eating better foods. Trying to change the way I grew is a hard thing. I grew up defending myself from violence. The violent actions are all i know to use. I would love not being the angry me anymore, i want to be happy with my transition. I have tried headphones but they put themselves in my face like i won't hit them. And i won't stop myself from going out because of them. Its a hard situation for me to get used to.

I need to change because once i get angry Evelyn goes silent and the angry voice comes out like no control over it and the scene is not good for friend building.

OK, I wasn't sure if you were just needing to vent or wanting some advice. So yes, learning to calm down and channel your anger is the best thing you can do. Some of the steps you are taking are great so keep with them.

Unfortunately, because some people are jerks and drunk people are even worse, they can be real triggers for anger - I've had to deal with some antagonistic drunks in the past and I've found the only thing that works is to be very firm with them. Your advantage is that you're the one in charge of your faculties (unless your drunk too of course) so you can be in charge of the situation too, but you'll only be able to do that if your temper is under control. I'm not a fiery person but I've had a deep seated anger since in was young, I used to clamp down on my anger, kind of the opposite to you but after a few years of psychotherapy and learning to better express my feelings and stand up for myself, I was better able to channel my anger productively when needed.

If all else fails try changing carriages (trains), sitting near the driver (buses), travelling in a group or travelling at times that avoid the worst of the drunk passengers. Being trans* means getting into a fight in public means the consequences for you could be worse than they might otherwise be, it shouldn't be but that's the way it is.

  Yes, some venting was needed. But when I become firm it's only a short fuse they have to work with. Thank you for the advice, much appreciated. I will keep in mind that words may startle them beforehand. And it will also save my hands from anymore damage. As for sitting closer to the front, that hasn't worked because of where i live and how people feel welcome to start yelling at people from distances. I'll just do my best not getting violent until i have a car.