Merry christmas all!

Been awile since I posted, this girl has had nothing but one dramatic turn and twist after another in her life. Maybe I should start my own soap opra!

But seriosly, gonna need some emotional support over the next few months. My military shrink has informed me that I don't have a year, or even to summer to get the things I need to do done. I have maybe 3 or 4 months left, then I am seperated. She thinks that since I am trying to manipulate the system I am putting myself in risk. Others think she is full of herself but what can I do?
So right now I have a week before my new years leave, and I am going to be spending all my free time going for grants and appling to colleges, maybe even a dictinary to help my hopeless spelling.

I am hanging in there, but wow does the world feel heavy. Wish me luck, and I shall try to keep you all informed.
You are all in my prayers, take care!