Céad mile fáilte Stéphanie. Did you know that your name means; "gift of the gods"? It is also the name of my youngest daughter.
So welcome to Susan and feel free to participate within the framework of the rules. You are young you lucky one, so do not rush ahead and take time to ponder and think carefully of how you feel and what you need. This could be a very good place to explore your options.
Good luck on your voyage of self exploration and self realisation.
All the best Slán
HLLL&R
Maebh