Any particular reason you think they/he does that?

My car at the dealer, visit #4 for the same problem, and the bill is approaching $2600. To be clear the first two visits were required and repaired the primary problem, visit #3 was a waste, my current visit is because I'm insisting they finish the repair. Diagnosis is running quite long and they are into part swapping to try and find the problem.

Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 10, 2014, 04:35:08 PM
Oh, Megants, I am so so sorry.  Hugs.

Quote from: Shantel on March 10, 2014, 04:55:05 PM
Sorry, my heart goes out to you dear! ((Hugs))

Thank you both so much, I know it will take a little time for it to sink in.
I'm just so glad that she was at home in her own bed, pain free and most importantly not alone, which was always my biggest fear.

((Hugs)) back!

megan.

Things are getting very difficult for me and I struggle each day at the moment.
Trying to present male for work while changes are well underway.
Hiding B cups which to me are obvious. Looks like they will only get bigger and bigger.
Some point they will be impossible to hide.
I hate him so much yet have to but up with it for some time.

Fell like giving up as it is so hard and I never want to go back.

Just hang in girl. You are getting closer by the day, let 'him' regress, time for jenny to be boss now. It will take time but jenny is waking up - big time.

Quote from: Jenny07 on March 12, 2014, 04:14:12 AM
Fell like giving up as it is so hard and I never want to go back.

I think that's the most difficult thing - despite how wretched the transition process can feel sometimes there's that realisation that not going ahead will be worse. I guess I didn't have that realisation strong enough the first time and did give up...but ultimately still had to revisit it again just to preserve my sanity. I'm starting to realise now that once you're ready then you're ready and you will know it. At the moment you're probably not ready and that's fair enough as it's still early days but it does sound like there's a battle going on in your heart.

Quote from: Jenny07 on March 12, 2014, 04:14:12 AM
Things are getting very difficult for me and I struggle each day at the moment.
Trying to present male for work while changes are well underway.
Hiding B cups which to me are obvious. Looks like they will only get bigger and bigger.
Some point they will be impossible to hide.
I hate him so much yet have to but up with it for some time.

Fell like giving up as it is so hard and I never want to go back.

I hear ya, babe. I feel like I'm walking around at work with a pair of neon, flashing nametags that read "WTF?".

Quote from: m7♭5 on March 12, 2014, 09:09:07 AM
I hear ya, babe. I feel like I'm walking around at work with a pair of neon, flashing nametags that read "WTF?".

Don't you mean WTF1 and WTF2?? 

Woke up and found a stretch mark on my left boob 

My mom came home early.

Quote from: Donna Troy on March 12, 2014, 12:48:40 PM
Woke up and found a stretch mark on my left boob 

Uh-oooh! 

My son has a bacterial infection and can't go to day care or his autism group until monday. I have a statistics midterm on friday.

I tried to make this morning run smoothly and I failed.

Went to look at the feminine items in the store where i work. I wanted to get some cute undies and/or leggings but i got dysphoria by imagining myself in them.

Being called "->-bleeped-<-" yesterday hurted me.

Quote from: LonelyFrench on March 13, 2014, 01:48:59 AM
Being called "->-bleeped-<-" yesterday hurted me.

Aww <hug> sweetie.

Only got 4 hours of sleep...the *moment* I get upstairs, the parrot starts going hysterical with its deafeaning squawk.

Anyway, I'm cooking an omelette because I want to put some balance and organization into my life and whatnot, and (parrot going insane the whole time) then my dad starts coming downstairs right as I am nearly done cooking. I actually can't handle him in the morning because he likes to draw excess amounts of attention to what I am doing and find a way to tease about it. 

So I took my eggs downstairs and I'm going to have some nice tea. Honestly, despite the stress, it's kind of nice to actually eat breakfast rather than wake up last minute and rush out the door, hating my life.

Quote from: birkin on March 13, 2014, 11:39:08 AM
Only got 4 hours of sleep...the *moment* I get upstairs, the parrot starts going hysterical with its deafeaning squawk.

I'm surprised that you didn't twist it's little head off! 

My boredon. Today I had an argument with my family and I just want to forget everything...you know, when you want to find that "turn off" button on your brain?

I was thinking on going to the cinema, but there is no movie worthy of my money (the new 300? no, thank you!).

I was thinking of having some junk food for lunch to cheer me up, but I don't want to gain weight.

I was thinking of just going to the closest shopping center and buy some new clothes for me, but I am low on money.

What can I do?

I accept any sugestions! Anything to kill my boredon. I don't want to spend another afternoon/night playing videogame!

Quote from: Natalia on March 13, 2014, 01:20:37 PM
My boredon. Today I had an argument with my family and I just want to forget everything...you know, when you want to find that "turn off" button on your brain?

I was thinking on going to the cinema, but there is no movie worthy of my money (the new 300? no, thank you!).

I was thinking of having some junk food for lunch to cheer me up, but I don't want to gain weight.

I was thinking of just going to the closest shopping center and buy some new clothes for me, but I am low on money.

What can I do?

I accept any sugestions! Anything to kill my boredon. I don't want to spend another afternoon/night playing videogame!

Tomorrow the Veronica Mars movie comes out...