Welp, guess i should introduce myself.
Erm, i dunno what to say really :p

I think im not supposed to post my age on here as im under 18, so thats out of the cards.
Im not really sure exactly WHAT i identify as at the moment. i guess mtf trans. but im not 100% sure about it. My mother recently rejected me as trans, and before that was was pretty much 99% but now after all that im back down to 50/50. (not looking for pity i just think it helps with background i guess)
Im also really scared of HRT. because if i decide its not for me im pretty screwed because from my understanding is screws up your ability to have kids, correct?
Never done crossdressing either, dont really have the money for girls clothes at the moment. (not to mention my mother wouldnt allow me anyway haha)

Im into all kinds of things, a big part of my life is Music production. which is usually in the electronic spectrum of things but i do some orchestral and downtempo stuff too
I do a lot of 2D and 3D design projects too! which is always fun :p
Im also a fairly big PC gamer, curse you steam for stealing my money!
Errrrrm. cant think of much more to write. so yeah, sorry for the crappy introduction ^.^

A big warm welcome to you! We are definitely going to have to get you over the shy thing.*giggle* You can relax here and say whatever you need to as no one will judge or put you down. Sounds like you are really confused right now and that is OK. The decision to transition is indeed one you cant take lightly as it does change your life. I made the decision to transition because it was the thing I needed to do to feel whole. I hope by reading the postings you can decide to or not to, it is totally up to you. If there is ever anything I can do to answer questions about it just PM me anytime you need to. Here is a BIG HUG  to welcome you and make you feel right at home!

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Quote from: Jessica Merriman on March 15, 2014, 03:34:50 PM
A big warm welcome to you! We are definitely going to have to get you over the shy thing.*giggle* You can relax here and say whatever you need to as no one will judge or put you down. Sounds like you are really confused right now and that is OK. The decision to transition is indeed one you cant take lightly as it does change your life. I made the decision to transition because it was the thing I needed to do to feel whole. I hope by reading the postings you can decide to or not to, it is totally up to you. If there is ever anything I can do to answer questions about it just PM me anytime you need to. Here is a BIG HUG  to welcome you and make you feel right at home!

Thank you! ^.^ Glad to be part of susans. Im gonna have to do ALOT of thinking arent i? :p
Hooray for life decisions! (not xD)

Welcome welcome! Nice to meet you!

Quote from: TotallyAwks on March 15, 2014, 11:12:37 PM
Im gonna have to do ALOT of thinking arent i? :p

Whaat ? Nobody told me about the thinking-stuff homeworks 

Quote from: TotallyAwks on March 15, 2014, 04:48:53 AM
...curse you Steam for stealing my money!

I know right ?! This Steam is one greedy bastard 
What kind of games are you playing ?

Quote from: ForceMustang on March 16, 2014, 05:07:10 AM
Welcome welcome! Nice to meet you!

Whaat ? Nobody told me about the thinking-stuff homeworks 

I know right ?! This Steam is one greedy bastard 
What kind of games are you playing ?

Thanks! nice to meet you too!
I play loaaaaaaads of games. Pretty much anything i own. A lot of FPS ones too. but generally if its a game i play it :p

Waouw "loaaaaaaaaaaads of games" ? I'm impressed! I'm more of a xbox player myself, but Steam has won my heart with Portal (1&2)
I'm looking forward to have a serious talk about the good games (i tend to stay with what i know is good, and not venture outside).

Speaking of wich, i've got to go, multiplayer heroic missions on Halo 2 are waiting for me right now.

Quote from: ForceMustang on March 16, 2014, 09:36:45 AM
Waouw "loaaaaaaaaaaads of games" ? I'm impressed! I'm more of a xbox player myself, but Steam has won my heart with Portal (1&2)
I'm looking forward to have a serious talk about the good games (i tend to stay with what i know is good, and not venture outside).

Speaking of wich, i've got to go, multiplayer heroic missions on Halo 2 are waiting for me right now.

Hells yeah! Im currently re-playing the whole Halo series again too!
So many good memories as a kid playing that with mah bestie

that's awesome, I used to play on steam I mostly play games on my playstation 3 now except for dc universe online which is on the computer. I try not to download too many games, also nice to meet you hopefully everything goes well for you.

Quote from: Lavinia on March 16, 2014, 09:52:43 AM
that's awesome, I used to play on steam I mostly play games on my playstation 3 now except for dc universe online which is on the computer. I try not to download too many games, also nice to meet you hopefully everything goes well for you.

Nice to meet you too!
I wish i didnt download so many... dammit gabe!

Welcome my friend i'm new as well.

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