I'm quite a while on T now, 1 year 4 months, but I feel like something is still wrong with my voice. I forgot to ask my doctor last week about it, so maybe you guys will know...
Whenever I talk, I somehow have to strain my voice to make it consistent and deep. There is no comfortable range for me, and I lose my voice at the end of the day if I go someplace and have to talk a lot. It's difficult to explain, but I can talk either very deeply by purposely deepening my voice, or very high but squeaky and it breaks off (sounds extremely fake too). So of course, I stick to the deep voice. It's deep and vibrating. The higher one is of course deeper than Pre-T, but feels more natural as I can feel air escaping from my nostrils, but when I do the deep one, air only leaves through my mouth and my neck vibrates. BUT, I can't talk in the higher voice because it automatically breaks off if I talk loud enough; it usually breaks off into the deeeep normal voice, or squeaks which really hurts.
I don't know how to explain this better...but it feels like there is no middle, comfortable range. Of course I'm used to speaking deep by now and it's more comfortable than anything else, but still isn't...quite there.