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New Therapist for fresh look nothing changed

Started by carrie359, March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PM

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carrie359

So I saw a new therapist..
I was so upset to know my wife and I will not stay together long term I decided to try to fight.
After an hour I walked out even  more committed to transition full time one day.
I love the new therapist.. there seems to be no turning back.. and I kinda new that.
Just too happy to be me for once..
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie
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JessikaBlackMage

Quote from: carrie359 on March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PM
So I saw a new therapist..
I was so upset to know my wife and I will not stay together long term I decided to try to fight.
After an hour I walked out even  more committed to transition full time one day.
I love the new therapist.. there seems to be no turning back.. and I kinda new that.
Just too happy to be me for once..
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie

congrats it's a really good feeling.
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JulieBlair

Hey Carrie,
You are making progress.  My wife has declared that she is leaving many times over the last two years.  She may yet do so, and I do not blame her for her feelings.  I am not what she signed up for, not at all. Our relationship is has evolved into a not too dysfunctional friendship, but once her business is self sustaining, I expect she will move on. So it goes.  The price of authenticity is sometimes painful, but the price of continuing the lies and denial is so much higher.  Thank goodness for sympathetic counselors, and for the open ears here.
j
I am my own best friend and my own worst enemy.  :D
Full Time 18 June 2014
Esprit can be found at http://espritconf.com/
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Jessica Merriman

Quote from: carrie359 on March 28, 2014, 03:08:58 PM
I have totally accepted who I am..no more trying to deny it.
Feels good.
Carrie
I am glad to see this. It will cost, but the long term payoff will be more than you can imagine. Life free from raging Dysphoria is a wonderful thing. Congrats Sister! :)
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Rachel

Carrie, I am glad you feel good.

I know you have been having a very difficult time recently, hugs.
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