So, just some stuff I'm dealing with currently.

1.  Lost my wallet, and Medicare card.  My doctor wants me to have my hormone levels checked but I can until I get new everything.

2.  Moving out of my current place.  I can't afford to live there anymore.
The leasing office is working with me on this one.

3.  Had another anxiety attack at work last week.  Thankfully not as bad as my first.
The weird thing was, I was having trouble communicating.  I had three different costumers come in, and when I tried to read their orders back I couldn't say it.  I could read the order just fine, but could say anything.

3.5.  Stepped down at work for a while.  I'm feeling really relieved.

4.  I think I might have Klinefelter's syndrome.  Kinda makes me wonder if that's why it took my so long to figure things out.

5.  I think I know one major reason why I didn't come out as a teen.  I've always been afraid of asking for help.  I don't know why ether, which bugs me even more.
I just wish my Mom picked the clue, when she asked me if I wanted to be a girl when she found me putting on a skirt.  I just said, "PSH, no!".  Which as any kid would tell you, it's the opposite of what ever you say.

Hugs Honey

Sounds as if you are having a rough time so try to relax a bit

Hey, hope you start to feel a bit better soon... sounds like a few important things are spinning a bit out of control at the moment but they will get back under control

Quote from: Emily King on April 03, 2014, 02:24:02 AM
4.  I think I might have Klinefelter's syndrome.  Kinda makes me wonder if that's why it took my so long to figure things out.

There's only one way to find out... chromosome test.

Back when I started my first attempt at transition I really hung onto the hope that I was XXY, I guess because "having it" would have given me a "justification" and an "explanation". Two pretty definitive tests proved that wasn't the case. Plain old XY. It was disappointing at the time but even so I decided, and still believe, it ultimately makes no difference to how I felt.

Quote from: Ms Grace on April 03, 2014, 05:56:18 AM
There's only one way to find out... chromosome test.

This is true. How expensive were the tests for you ?
(By the way, I like your avatar)

Had the tests some 20 years ago, don't think I had to pay - that's the beauty of the Australian health system
(thanks!)

Thank you all so much.