I got a crush on my new Buddhist teacher, and I think she really likes me too. I just met her yesterday at an all day mindfulness group, then tonight she invited me to her lecture, anyway, she has got short grey hair, very non-descript looking, plain jane. Yet she is sooooo beautiful. I, of course, have no idea if she has a partner or if she is even gay though I am pretty sure she is. I feel a real karmic connection with her. Maybe it is fantasy but who knows.