Realizing that the object I have always had in my possession continuously for the longest amount of time is a mounted shiny blue butterfly that my father brought me back from Brazil when I was 12.  (I loved butterflies when I was a kid.)  I have a few things from earler in childhood, but they were recently given back to me by my parents.  I have never been without my butterfly, even throughout college, many moves, a nasty car accident while moving cross country, etc.  I have always had it with me.  It's on my wall next to me right now.

Seriously, of all things- a butterfly.  My spirit animal and a symbol of transition.  What was I trying to tell myself this whole time?

Going to a friends house and wanted to wear really skinny jeans, so decided to try making a gaff >_< Wearing it for the first time and realizing how comfy it actually is has filled me with a lot of happiness, haha. Also, day two of no smoking

Another session with the pain monster done. Ruddy Nora it hurts sometimes.
Face getting swollen a bit, but now one more session closer to clearing these nasty white hairs.

Off to see my electro/beauty shop lady this morning. It's nice to get zapped & plucked & waxed to remove more of this ugly hair. I'll look & feel so much nice with body hair removed & more facial hairs permanetly removed. My lady is very very nice to me. She just loves to make me into a nicer more attractive woman.

Quote from: Jenny07 on April 05, 2014, 02:58:45 AM
Another session with the pain monster done. Ruddy Nora it hurts sometimes.
Face getting swollen a bit, but now one more session closer to clearing there nasty white hairs.


[/quot  I have little rabbits on my farm. They are such cool creatures. Thanks for he pic GF

I recently had a brain chemistry issue and wanted to talk out my depression with a friend.  We ended up talking about our hobbies which cheered me up loads.

Oh, and I have the next week off work.

Yesterday I announced to everybody at my company that I'm trans, today I cycled into the office in my girly workout clothes and now working away

Quote from: justpat on April 04, 2014, 07:26:36 PM
  Thanks Ally we really enjoyed you also,especially our shopping trip next time we need a bigger basket !

Sounds like I missed out on a great time, where's the fish photos?

Will be receiving some dolls I ordered in the mail really soon!! Who says boys can't like dolls too? 

Quote from: Jenny07 on April 05, 2014, 02:58:45 AM
Another session with the pain monster done. Ruddy Nora it hurts sometimes.
Face getting swollen a bit, but now one more session closer to clearing there nasty white hairs.

My facial torture continues Saturday. I do not enjoy pain. 

Quote from: Djynne on April 05, 2014, 03:28:06 PM
My facial torture continues Saturday. I do not enjoy pain. 

I hope your upper lip is clean. That is the worse area for me. Most of the open face area is kinda easy. Good luck GF. I just finished my 9th session today.

You know, I've done a few "before and afters" but never really seen many differences, other than subtle.

But I did one yesterday (2 months on T versus nearly 2 years) and oh my Jesus. So much has changed. My lips got smaller and less red, face shape changed hugely, eyes got way smaller, hairline, skin texture...it was never until now that I could see just the massive changes. I mean it almost looks like two different people.

Quote from: Shantel on April 05, 2014, 10:13:01 AM
Sounds like I missed out on a great time, where's the fish photos?

They're coming. I'll send them to you once I have them all. I misst the ywo of them so deeply already it's beyond words.

I learned how to pick a lock.

Had a session of electro yesterday and usually look like the creature from the black lagoon due to the swelling and pain the following day.
Not a pretty sight.

Today it's not as bad as usual with only mild swelling and little pain.

Making good progress now.

J

Jenny, good for you GF. I know your pain, 8th session today, not too bad.

I got a new laptop as a present. My old one turned into a paperweight a few days ago.

I walked into a restaurant wearing skin tight black leather jeans, black high heel boots up to my knees and a tight top. I thought the waiter was having an orgasm as he showed us to our table. He was amazingly attentive all evening.

Mmmm love being a woman

I saw a clip from Capt. America 2 of Black Widow driving a Corvette. I helped make that car. I worked at the company that made the headlights and tail lights. Its silly but I feel proud of that. Lol

Went clothes shopping in jeans today...my first time in public wearing pants. Since going full time I've only gone outside in dresses or skirts. During my first transition attempt every time I wore jeans I got misgendered, which was very depressing. So I was a bit nervous about today's outing - turns out I needn't have worried, I seem to have passed well, didn't get any looks weird or otherwise. Phew! Admittedly I learned from my mistakes last time - right jeans (skinny), right top (open neck line & tight enough to show my shape) and right footwear (sandals & painted toenails). Pretty much no misgendering me like that so it won't be my last outing in pants!

Quote from: Cindy on April 06, 2014, 01:44:23 AM
I walked into a restaurant wearing skin tight black leather jeans, black high heel boots up to my knees and a tight top. I thought the waiter was having an orgasm as he showed us to our table. He was amazingly attentive all evening.

Sexy!!