Quote from: Nattie on April 08, 2014, 11:37:04 PM
Also, what's annoying me atm is having to hide my pretty painted toes under socks because I'm pretty sure they'd get me thrown out, hehe.

Nice painted toe nails are just great. I know the feeling. Smoking. Not sure what to do next. I told myself I could just go cold turkey & did a whole day but I felt so strange & gave in to one, then another. You know the feeling. They do not taste good. Just an old habit. one pack a day of ultra light things but still smoke. I need & want a face lift, neck lift etc....but no way if I smoke. So I have to choose, smoke & look ugly or stop & have a much nicer feminine face, move forward or go back I guess? I may try the electronic cigarete thing.  Good luck GF.

Quote from: FrancisAnn on April 09, 2014, 05:22:46 AM
I may try the electronic cigarete thing. 

E-cigs really work for me and a lot of other people I know have used them. I was on 20 a day just out of boredom n something to do sometimes. Now I still have the odd real cig but can do without them with the ecig. Its weird when you come off the real cigs how much u can smell smoke on someone and that the smell of a real one really knocks u out. They dont work for everyone but you should give them a try

Quote from: radsi on April 09, 2014, 05:40:43 AM
E-cigs really work for me and a lot of other people I know have used them. I was on 20 a day just out of boredom n something to do sometimes. Now I still have the odd real cig but can do without them with the ecig. Its weird when you come off the real cigs how much u can smell smoke on someone and that the smell of a real one really knocks u out. They dont work for everyone but you should give them a try

I am, what brand do you suggest???              There are so many types.

When I logged in today, this was the only topic that I could see... I can hardly write, because I cannot even see, because of the tears in my eyes...

My best girl friend passed away in monday... She was fighting a brain tumor for 3 years...

Cannot say anything more right now... I feel devastated...

 

My "e" button is really getting worse. 

Quote from: FrancisAnn on April 09, 2014, 06:04:15 AM
I am, what brand do you suggest???              There are so many types.

Hey i am kinda guessing ure in the US but i dont know. I am in the UK n we have like the eGO ones which have like a battery u charge via usb on ure computer and then the cartridge thing that you put the eliquid in. Ive found these vaping kinda ones are better than the cigarette shaped ones. I kinda like the flavoured liquids like apple and banana and stuff but u can get  like tobacco flavour ones too and you can get them in different nicotine strengths like high, med, low or none at all. They sell them online here but also in like corner shops and garages. To get all the starter stuff should cost no more than like £20 max in store prices (thats about $30 US dollars).

Quote from: Aquarelle on April 09, 2014, 06:33:38 AM

 

I'm sorry i hope u are ok xxx

Quote from: Malachite on April 09, 2014, 06:55:55 AM
My "e" button is really getting worse. 

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

have some of mine 

Quote from: radsi on April 09, 2014, 07:13:51 AM
Hey i am kinda guessing ure in the US but i dont know. I am in the UK n we have like the eGO ones which have like a battery u charge via usb on ure computer and then the cartridge thing that you put the eliquid in. Ive found these vaping kinda ones are better than the cigarette shaped ones. I kinda like the flavoured liquids like apple and banana and stuff but u can get  like tobacco flavour ones too and you can get them in different nicotine strengths like high, med, low or none at all. They sell them online here but also in like corner shops and garages. To get all the starter stuff should cost no more than like £20 max in store prices (thats about $30 US dollars).

Thanks, yes in US, going to Walmart today to try some type.  They seem to work OK. I can stop any stupid smoke in my lungs.

I have absolutely no drive.  I do have some aspirations but no motivation to fulfil them (though not all of these are currently attainable).  I have no idea when it comes to my career.  Those facts made me feel a little down today.

Quote from: Aquarelle on April 09, 2014, 06:33:38 AM
When I logged in today, this was the only topic that I could see... I can hardly write, because I cannot even see, because of the tears in my eyes...

My best girl friend passed away in monday... She was fighting a brain tumor for 3 years...

Cannot say anything more right now... I feel devastated...

 

I'm sorry honey (((Hugs)))

The boy is feeling very poorly. He can't keep anything down. I'm making sure he drinks water (now with a little bit of gatorade) to stay hydrated, but he throws that up too.

The last day of classes is tuesday. Except for exams and chance encounters, that's most likely the last I'll see of my school "friends" until next September.

Quote from: Aquarelle on April 09, 2014, 06:33:38 AM
When I logged in today, this was the only topic that I could see... I can hardly write, because I cannot even see, because of the tears in my eyes...

My best girl friend passed away in monday... She was fighting a brain tumor for 3 years...

Cannot say anything more right now... I feel devastated...

 

I'm so sorry for your loss. A cancer buddy of mine I recently lost once told me "Life is spark, burn brightly".
Something tells me that she did. Remember her and she will live on in your heart. Sending you extra big hugs!!

Gloria

I missed the bidding on another N700 lapdesk.  There's another one that came up for sale, but the bidding doesn't end for another 5 days......then there's the shipping.....but I am intent on getting it.  It's like my laptop and lapdesk are one and they need each other to make Malachite happy.  I'm sick and tired of having to jiggle this one around to have the sound come out.

I'm also upset because appaerntly the Youtube app now has a volume control slider that only goes down with each video you view.  This seems to be a recent problem.

Quote from: Aquarelle on April 09, 2014, 06:33:38 AM
When I logged in today, this was the only topic that I could see... I can hardly write, because I cannot even see, because of the tears in my eyes...

My best girl friend passed away in monday... She was fighting a brain tumor for 3 years...

Cannot say anything more right now... I feel devastated...

 

Thats always hard to take something like that in Aquarelle.
Take some time to mourn her death. Besides mourning also take time to look back at all the good things that happend.
Also remember that she wants you to continue living. She would feel sad if you didn't do that.

I wish you the best of luck
*hugs thightly*

Quote from: Aquarelle on April 09, 2014, 06:33:38 AM
When I logged in today, this was the only topic that I could see... I can hardly write, because I cannot even see, because of the tears in my eyes...

My best girl friend passed away in monday... She was fighting a brain tumor for 3 years...

Cannot say anything more right now... I feel devastated...

 

I'm so sorry Aquarelle.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

Quote from: Aquarelle on April 09, 2014, 06:33:38 AM
When I logged in today, this was the only topic that I could see... I can hardly write, because I cannot even see, because of the tears in my eyes...

My best girl friend passed away in monday... She was fighting a brain tumor for 3 years...

Cannot say anything more right now... I feel devastated...

 

So sorry for your loss sweetie. PM if you need someone to talk to, anytime. 

Quote from: FrancisAnn on April 09, 2014, 07:18:00 AM
Thanks, yes in US, going to Walmart today to try some type.  They seem to work OK. I can stop any stupid smoke in my lungs.

Glad you seem to be getting on ok with them?! You may have a nasty cough in/for a few days as ure lungs get rid of all the gunk from smoking normal cigs but it does ease and u feel a lot better for it ...

Quote from: radsi on April 09, 2014, 07:51:47 PM
Glad you seem to be getting on ok with them?! You may have a nasty cough in/for a few days as ure lungs get rid of all the gunk from smoking normal cigs but it does ease and u feel a lot better for it ...

Your lungs can pink back up in six months if they aren't totally cooked. You'll cough up a lot of gubbers getting rid of the crap.

Quote from: Shantel on April 09, 2014, 08:20:00 PM
Your lungs can pink back up in six months if they aren't totally cooked. You'll cough up a lot of gubbers getting rid of the crap.

I did not smoke much, ultra light things, no cough or junk. But one is too many I know.  Thanks for advise, everyone is pushing me to stop & that's OK.