Ok so this happened last week but haven't been able to be here+NOT be dead tired thanks to work so here I am, off from work and nor tired with what made me happy last week.
So, I get off from work, REALLY tired, tell me Dad I'm probably going to hit the sack as soon as I get home and he calls me after I get home before I even have a chance too. (Wasn't going to anyway) We have a talk about a couple of things (I think, can only remember the one topic) and yet again he starts going on about how "I'm a man and if you don't do this then this won't happen" well, I explained to him I knew exactly what he was doing and it's not going to work. I WILL transition and there's nothing hyou can say or do that will stop me. I then told him "If you truly believe that I'm mistaken on being trans MtF (A woman) then let God show me I'm wrong." He then agreed with me, said he would and, the conversation while annoying at times was actually quite pleasant. We talked a bit and from how I took it, he won't be doing at least "some" of the "your a male crap/if you don't do this then this won't happen crap." I say some because there is still certain things that he will still do even though I'm in need of his assistance but SOMEDAY he will have a choice to make and it's his fault if he chooses to not be with me his daughter. Anyway, it made my day, I know it doesn't sound like it but it did.
As for today, well, For at least a year I've been trying to sing songs in a female voice, sadly, I am tone deaf.
I think I can sing them ok in a male voice, maybe but in the female voice high pitch squeaky voice. Well even though that's still the case I am now starting to see some results for when I'm not singing but just talking and they sound, if not neutral then feminine. YEA!
Now if I can just get it down already. xD
