I thought I was the only one who worried about this

my father is Mexican American and well.....pretty dark I must say. Borderline black almost, his skin tone. My mother is Italian or something I never really got into her ethnicity or learned about it we just called it "white"

But anyways, my skin is as you would imagine.....a combination of theirs. Not as dark as him but darker than her.....basically a caramel color. My genital area however is pretty dark

not that there is anything wrong with that....but when my thighs are borderline pale due to lack of sun

and my scrotum and penis is 5 shades darker than the surrounding area.....it's kinda noticeable. And makes me insecure sometimes. Some say we have lots of melanin there and that is why but who knows. I always think "omg I don't want my vagina being darker than the surrounding area!" I want everything to be uniform"

but maybe I am overreacting just a bit.
Bottom line is.....when I do get my vagina that will be more than satisfying enough for me, I have waited my whole life for this and I will try and not let some pigmentation issues ruin my party!