I spent this past weekend with extended family, many of whom accidentally misgendered me all weekend.

Last night, I dreamed that I was walking along a street with my daughter in my former male presentation. As we passed a bus stop under a freeway overpass, a woman standing there stabbed my between my ribs on my right side. I managed to seize her knife in my right hand and grasp her wrist with my left. I called out for someone to dial 911, but no one paid any attention to me. My daughter, who appeared in the dream to be younger than she is now, was the only one paying attention. She used my cell phone to call 911.

I dreamt I worked for a guy who wanted to take over the "world" of the dream (which was really just a building and beach) or something like that. I did a good job most of the time, but one time I failed. Then he looked like a monster with extra long, sharp arms. It would have been pretty cool except he put his sharp arms under my armpits and cut/ripped them almost off. Luckily, I got better. Then, for some reason, I tried to do something for him later even though I knew he no longer liked me. Then, instead of me being me, the character I was was a little boy and I was watching instead of participating. He hugged and clung to the guy who he considered his friend and screamed as the guy cut his arms off again.

I went to a school reunion and saw Louise a girl I had a fight over in 1973(I don't know why as a pretty and gentle girl like her wouldn't have bothered with the other kid or me).She looked like an older version of how I remembered her

I had a dream that I was living in a house I lived in years ago. While there a bear was chasing me outside. My father shot it down with a 10mm Glock.....

As I slept between Holy Saturday and Resurrection Sunday, I dreamed of Mary Magdalene...

doubleinvert | Resurrection Sunday: The Home of Mary Magdalene

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In the first dream, I was engaged to a girl and we were going to the courthouse (which was represented by Walmart) to hurry up and speed the marriage process along so we can consumate the relationship and move in together.  We got married in the middle of the night and afterwards, we went to a room.  When I tried to initiate the start of the consumation, my stomach begin hurting badly.  This wasn't just in the dream.  My stomach was really hurting so I guess it just carried over to the dream world.  The last thing I remember about that dream was me thinking about how my sister would feel about me getting married to a girl as a transman. 

In the next dream, I had apparently went to my house and it was at night.  I looked out the window and saw a gang of men forcibly sat this boy down and his feet were in gasoline.  They threw a match in and the guy started to burn.  I hesitated and asked a memeber here if I should call the cops and he said all nonchalantly "if you want to".  Finally, I did, but it was too late.  He died.  I tried to duck as the gang were walking past my house.  Our big light was on so I wanted to turn it off.  However, when I reached to turn if off, I accidently bumped into the door and that alerted them so they started to walk towards our house.  I guess they didn't want to take a chance with any witnesses.  My mom and I screamed at my brother to get up and do something, but he just sat there on the computer.  I decided to get a bb gun even though I had no bullets and by the time I came back to the living room, they had busted in.  I was ready to rifle-whip every single one of them.  I yelled at my brother again and he got up and decided to join them so I started beating him in the head with the bb gun, but because of this massive size, that only pissed him off so I stopped.  Then he began to explain how he felt hurt all his life and how no one would listen to him or not care about him, etc.  He went onto a long sob story until I yelled at him that we got it so please just take their side already geez!Then I heard Rick and the grandad's voice from Pawn Stars talking about a stamp.

In the next dream, I was with my old NJROTC Chief and Commander and we were headed to a drill tournament.  It was my desire to march with the team, but because I'm 22 and not in high school anymore, I couldn't.  I wanted to put on the uniform just one more time, but I was glad to help in any way I can.  One cadet came to me and gave me a bunch of pearls on a necklace and told me to be in the pearl dancing squad.  I mentally said to mysel "what?" but they apparently had such a thing I guess.

In the next dream, I went to Dr. Mcginn to get a phalloplasty, and she out some type in injection thread through my lip and I think it chipped off a part of my tooth with dental filling, but I couldn't feel the chipped spot.  My sister was around and she was telling her about how the pre-tribulation was right.  I wanted to correct her on that, but I was too drugged up from anestesia to do so, but I did ask my sister how she felt about me transitioning.  She said she's not going to judge, but I knew she didn't approve.

In the next dream, we had two tigers in cages in our yard and I pet one of them.  It was fun, but I quickly moved my hand before it would bite me.

I seem to just have bad dreams about rejection from my family and complications caused by others trying to use my trans status to hurt me.  I wish I still had flying dreams like I used to.

I was going back to finish my senior year of high school. (I have a Master's Degree!) In the dream, it felt like I'd just been away from school for a couple years. It was like I was younger. I remember a cute guy flirting with me and not being able to believe it and thinking something was up. It felt very nostalgic and was kind of nice and also just a little bit stressful, worrying about homework and tests and stuph.

I dreamed I had a biological male penis.  It wasn't aesthetically the best looking, but it was mine and I felt erotic  sensations.  I was erect the whole time, but I wanted to make it go soft so I could actually see it get erect.

I dreamt I got to go see Keaira. I remember feeling so pleased with myself in the dream, because I thought "yeah, I was broke off my ass but I fixed the problem, now I'm here having a great time, I really can be successful and get the things I want."

Then I woke up and realized I was still a broke dumbass. -_-

I have these two recurring dreams that never go away, and last night I had both.

Dream 1: Usually, I find myself back in high school or college.  And I have a major project or test to finish and a can't get it done or I forget about them.  I was a crzy student who had to have the best grades possible, so I imagine that's why I still get these dreams

Dream 2: The other dream is of me walking around public without any clothes.  I'm incredibly self conscious trying to find anything to cover me up, yet no one notices anything. 

Last night I dreamed a combination of those two.  Apparently, I was asked to give a graduation speech for my college graduation- this happened in real life and was one of my biggest anxieties at the time though I delivered an okay speech for my department.   In any case, I overslept and missed two of my finals (science and history), so I was destined to fail and not graduate.  Not only does that such, but I now have to give the speech despite my failure.  And if that wasn't enough, I had no clothes on the entire day and was going to be stared at and judged in front of all my peers.  Luckily, I woke up eventually, but I hate getting these dreams.  Waking up is very much a relief because I see that it's fake, but I'm tired of having these annoying dreams, especially since school is in the past. 

I dreamt about D. Nothing gross aside from the fact that I was a much weaker character than I am in real life. He kept seeing if I was ok and comforting me willingly without me asking him to. It was nice aside from the fact that both of us were totally out of character and being that needy makes me uncomfortable.

dreamed about being with Hugh Jackman 

I dreamed about the recent death about this hispanic girl (that actually happened), but in this dream, it was two murderers instead of one and I they weren't captured yet, but I somehow knew their identities.  Well I was attending a gospel concert in a major arena an I saw the guys there.  One looked like a private investigator.  I gasped and whispered to my sister and her friend that those two guys were the killers.  They didn't say anything and I wasn't going to say anything so we continued on to our seats, but I got lost from my sister and her friend.  That's when I noticed a big burly guy following me.  I identified him as the second murderer and immediately tried to get the security guard when I realized that my life was in danger as this guy somehow knew that I knew about him.  When I got the security guard, the guy immediately stopped following me and the guard went back to his post.  The guy started to follow me again so I got the guard, and the guy stopped again.  The guard started to get angry with me and when he turned around, the other guy started to strike at me.  I screamed at the guard to turn around, but when he did, he never seem to see the guy attacking me.  At one point the guard started to get physical and pushed me and I growled and told him that he was going to pay for that.  Now both guys were attacking me.  I took out a knife and slashed the burly guy's chest and then I flung the guard off the building.  After I realized that I had just killed 2 people, I decided to leave the area and went to my mom's house.

Quote from: Malachite on May 05, 2014, 01:27:54 AM
I dreamed about the recent death about this hispanic girl (that actually happened), but in this dream, it was two murderers instead of one and I they weren't captured yet, but I somehow knew their identities.  Well I was attending a gospel concert in a major arena an I saw the guys there.  One looked like a private investigator.  I gasped and whispered to my sister and her friend that those two guys were the killers.  They didn't say anything and I wasn't going to say anything so we continued on to our seats, but I got lost from my sister and her friend.  That's when I noticed a big burly guy following me.  I identified him as the second murderer and immediately tried to get the security guard when I realized that my life was in danger as this guy somehow knew that I knew about him.  When I got the security guard, the guy immediately stopped following me and the guard went back to his post.  The guy started to follow me again so I got the guard, and the guy stopped again.  The guard started to get angry with me and when he turned around, the other guy started to strike at me.  I screamed at the guard to turn around, but when he did, he never seem to see the guy attacking me.  At one point the guard started to get physical and pushed me and I growled and told him that he was going to pay for that.  Now both guys were attacking me.  I took out a knife and slashed the burly guy's chest and then I flung the guard off the building.  After I realized that I had just killed 2 people, I decided to leave the area and went to my mom's house.

interesting that you had a dream like this. I had a dream about those 200 Nigerian girls who were kidnapped right out of their school. The terrorists plan to sell them on the market for $12 each to make the point that women shouldn't be educated. Anyway I dreamed that I found the people who did it and I killed them all. It was very satisfying. I don't remember the details other than it involved me using a gun with a silencer.

i dreamt i was sitting on a cliff singing a song that for some reason was very familiar to me but i know no one who ever sung it to me o.o

i just got up and i had a bad dream (or good,because i love zombies ) few hours ago .. i was in the group of people and then zombies (just like in the walking dead but smarter) came to attack us, those zombies got some of us .. and i tried to run away, climbed up the trees .. one of them , a male zombie tried to grab me, he was so fast .. i jumped from tree to tree (like a ninja bish LOL)  .. he followed me , i was like wtf "go away" ,, but he kept following me .. i tried to get away from him .. but i couldn't he grabbed me and ....... he ..................

Quote from: @Diana on May 06, 2014, 06:57:56 PM
i just got up and i had a bad dream (or good,because i love zombies ) few hours ago .. i was in the group of people and then zombies (just like in the walking dead but smarter) came to attack us, those zombies got some of us .. and i tried to run away, climbed up the trees .. one of them , a male zombie tried to grab me, he was so fast .. i jumped from tree to tree (like a ninja bish LOL)  .. he followed me , i was like wtf "go away" ,, but he kept following me .. i tried to get away from him .. but i couldn't he grabbed me and ....... he ..................

Don't worry Diana you know it was only me....

I dreamt it was Christmas and I was given 80's 90's cartoon dvds some are not even for sale. We where all having a good time just being together.  It was sad because my family is so fractured now the only time I'm going to see them all together now is in my dreams