Quote from: Malachite on April 22, 2014, 09:34:12 PM
can't get tv to work

Plug it in! Sorry "M".

That's the thing.  I tried to plug in the red, yellow,w and white cords but the t.v isn't registering them. 

Someone keeps posting more of the same triggering stuff that's been making me upset and putting me on a bummer for quite awhile now - I think I'm going to start avoiding the site even more than I already am

Quote from: V M on April 23, 2014, 03:02:10 AM
Someone keeps posting more of the same triggering stuff that's been making me upset and putting me on a bummer for quite awhile now - I think I'm going to start avoiding the site even more than I already am

So sorry to hear.  You are one of the most awesome people here and I really care about you. PM me if you want to vent.  I'd hate to see you go.

Hugs,
Jill

Quote from: Jill F on April 23, 2014, 03:16:33 AM
So sorry to hear.  You are one of the most awesome people here and I really care about you. PM me if you want to vent.  I'd hate to see you go.

Hugs,
Jill

I think you are awesomely cool also and I enjoy talking music stuff with you

I'll probably hang around, I just have to learn not to click on certain other topics I know are going to be bothersome to me

Then again, I guess I could possibly start writing songs about them

I have a stats exam tomorrow which I am undoubtably going to fail.

Dysphoria made me sad today
thankfully I get to go out tonight and drink some alcohol that should make me feel better...

Just not overall feeling well this morning.
Unfortunately I have a psych test in three hours.
I'd like to get some coffee to maybe make me feel better and more active (although I don't know if that will be a huge deal, because my legs are bouncing like fricken crazy) but I don't want to risk running out of money.

My manager's on to me about coming out to my parents now as well.  I know I need to do it, trust me, I know.  Just is when my grandparents are around really the best time to do it?  I feel bad enough for them having to deal with post coming through in my new name a couple of weeks after finding out, but do they really need my manager on the phone the same day as knowing, or a couple of days after?

Looking at my savings account, checking how much is missing from equipping the new apartment, and thinking about how much more I will have to draw in order to pay the last bills for the old rental place, plus the inflated ones for all the powertools they used to install the new floor. Not to mention I am missing one small crucial thing I use nearly half of the week days: Utensils for preparing salads.

Now I am further away from my FFS goal, and to the point of considering dropping the electro laser sessions I had scheduled for may, but that can't be a good idea given my current regrowth rate.

I learned I can get the Quake package on Steam for £17, but I'll have to wait until I get paid on Friday (I'm getting a wig then too).

 I am not doing good at all on stopping smoking a cigarette, Damn. It's such a habit I have one lite before I even think about it. I have to stop soon to get ready for facial surgery.   Unhappy.

Quote from: FrancisAnn on April 23, 2014, 07:55:59 PM
I am not doing good at all on stopping smoking a cigarette, Damn. It's such a habit I have one lite before I even think about it. I have to stop soon to get ready for facial surgery.   Unhappy.

Take a hot shower instead.   I was wet all the time, but it worked.  Clean for 2 1/2 years.

Feeling very sick at the moment ahead of a long weekend in OZ. 
Couldn't go home early as so busy at work.

Quote from: Jenny07 on April 24, 2014, 03:36:29 AM
Feeling very sick at the moment ahead of a long weekend in OZ. 
Couldn't go home early as so busy at work.

Hope you get well soon Just remember why we have a long weekend.

Can't find my work key so not looking forward to the cost of replacing them

Quote from: Jenny07 on April 24, 2014, 03:36:29 AM
Feeling very sick at the moment ahead of a long weekend in OZ. 
Couldn't go home early as so busy at work.

Get well, Jen... it's your patriotic duty!

Had a nightmare about my just becoming noticeable MPB.  I gotta look into finasteride if nothing else.  I love my pretty pretty hair and it's the main thing that helps me cope with not transitionbg

Infected navel piercing. That in itsel is enough to make me freak out, but... Just when I thought I was finally going to see the light and the end of the tunnel (hoping to be able to move tomorrow to the new place), Now I have one of the worst ever cases of genital dysphoria. I'm completely triggered right now, and considering getting quite drunk today.

Every day it's the same. When I sit down for at least four hours studying and preparing exams, I do it only with one idea in mind: Hope this helps me with getting hired again, and be able to save for SRS.
It's stupid. I already have the money. I could book my surgery in 50 days. But FFS seems to be a requirement for avoiding discrimination in a lot of jobs. Wish I could be back to work before I end busting all of my savings on my manly face....

My current avatar.  This picture is from 8 years ago and is the current pic on my DL that I am stuck with.  I just saw it and cried.

Yeah, wanna see something REALLY scary? *barf*

Quote from: Jill F on April 24, 2014, 12:52:58 PM
My current avatar.  This picture is from 8 years ago and is the current pic on my DL that I am stuck with.  I just saw it and cried.

Yeah, wanna see something REALLY scary? *barf*

That's pretty hard to believe Jill, you've already come light years from then. Cheer up sweetie!
I refuse to show mine because it's double barf and cut your wrists.  Not serious, but mine is seriously Uuugly!