I'm having trouble studying because I keep panicking.

Quote from: Malachite on April 28, 2014, 05:56:58 PM
my "r" button is slowly starting to give out. 

Is it definitely the key itself or is there just a build up of dirt behind it? I had to take keys off, hoover and then put them back on every few months when there were animals around.

I'm not too sure.  Three other keys have completely went out too one by one.  I had one of the keys removed and my brother-in-law put an air compressor to it, but it still didn't fix the problem so it could be an issue with the laptop itself.

Quote from: Malachite on April 28, 2014, 07:11:37 PM
I've never heard of those and looked them up.  I might have to get one unfortuantely.

USB hubs are pretty neat. They come in handy when you have to use a lot of USBs at one time.

Careful, USB hubs will make your computer start sprouting wires like an octopus.

I've felt very bleah all day.  Very low energy, and an unsettled stomach. I hope I'm not coming down with something.

I think my run of bad luck and whatnot is finally getting to me. I've started getting panic attacks at work. I've never had them before in my entire life. I get this really deep feeling that I'm under a ton of pressure to succeed because my wife refuses to get a job. That it's all on me to be able to keep a roof over my family's heads, a deep sense of hopelessness, no sense of self worth at all and being trapped with no where to go. it causes me to end up crying at work.

Rainbow,  I just saw your post and I understand that the pressure you are under is amazing.  There is nothing like it in the world.  I hope it will get better for you and try to hang in there. I hope your boss is understanding. Hugs whenever you need one.

Quote from: Rainbow Brite on April 29, 2014, 04:51:44 AM
I think my run of bad luck and whatnot is finally getting to me. I've started getting panic attacks at work. I've never had them before in my entire life. I get this really deep feeling that I'm under a ton of pressure to succeed because my wife refuses to get a job. That it's all on me to be able to keep a roof over my family's heads, a deep sense of hopelessness, no sense of self worth at all and being trapped with no where to go. it causes me to end up crying at work.

In any capitalistic society, economic security is the most important in maintaining a family, whether it is a rich or poor country. If it becomes indeed worse, then I am sure your wife will try to get a job.

In my case, fortunately, my wife has never had a need to get a job.

barbie~~

Quote from: Rainbow Brite on April 29, 2014, 04:51:44 AM
I think my run of bad luck and whatnot is finally getting to me. I've started getting panic attacks at work. I've never had them before in my entire life. I get this really deep feeling that I'm under a ton of pressure to succeed because my wife refuses to get a job. That it's all on me to be able to keep a roof over my family's heads, a deep sense of hopelessness, no sense of self worth at all and being trapped with no where to go. it causes me to end up crying at work.

You could get yourself fired and go on unemployment & welfare and otherwise become a ward of the state. Money for nothing!  (sarcasm).

Ok Seriously,  sounds like you need a vacation.

I take 6 month vacations when I get fired, lol

Quote from: ReaverMarcus on April 28, 2014, 08:03:43 PM
USB hubs are pretty neat. They come in handy when you have to use a lot of USBs at one time.

Yeah I do find myself needing more USB ports from time to time.

Quote from: JamesG on April 28, 2014, 08:09:16 PM
Careful, USB hubs will make your computer start sprouting wires like an octopus.

Went out with my make up looking horrible, I felt like crap and couldn't wait to go home. Also I have a really bad headache

Today the court rejected my lawsuit for changing my ID, because I have no SRS... The funny thing is that the judge rejected the lawsuit without even scheduled a court case and a medical expertise, which is sort of illegal... And the funnier thing is that here, in Bulgaria, you cannot have HRT prescribed, nor performed SRS without changed ID... So, this made me unhappy... angry... laughing...

Of course, my lawyer will object and the case will go to higher level with three judges, but it is another delay, that prevents me from being able to change my bank accounts, working, etc... Just wonderful!

Well, it looks like another patch gone. A small hole developed on the tegaderm and water seeped into it, and then under the patch. I'm thinking I should just change it, and then ask the doctor to switch methods. Ugh, there isn't one that is particularly simple, is there? Orals wreck your liver if taken for extended periods of time, the patches fall off, injections are so far out of bounds that I'm surprised I even brought it up, while implants require a referral to a gynecologist, taking up more time and money I don't have. I don't know what to do and with the other things stressing me, I can't take it anymore.

I've been off my Tblocker and E for 10days now, feeling like crap. I'm losing my mojo..  my mind's a mess and I miss my family. I promised my wife I'd stop where I am but this is so hard.   I don't get home until tomorrow night and then its only for 14 hrs before I go back out again.  The only good, is I have 6days off after Sunday. 6 blessed days of being ignored, shunned, glared at and ridiculed.. I can hardly wait!

Quote from: Paula Christine on April 30, 2014, 09:12:31 AMI've been off my Tblocker and E for 10days now, feeling like crap. I'm losing my mojo..  my mind's a mess and I miss my family. I promised my wife I'd stop where I am but this is so hard.   I don't get home until tomorrow night and then its only for 14 hrs before I go back out again.  The only good, is I have 6days off after Sunday. 6 blessed days of being ignored, shunned, glared at and ridiculed.. I can hardly wait!

You poor girl, I wish I could help somehow.

The last episode of Supernatural is really very bad and I am disappointed.

Quote from: Lauren5 on April 30, 2014, 09:48:33 AM
You poor girl, I wish I could help somehow.

You are, hon... you are.  <3

Quote from: Paula Christine on April 30, 2014, 10:33:23 AMYou are, hon... you are.  <3

Doing the best I can, captain

My mom got off work early....