Okay let's start by saying I think I am Transgender like lots of you. I hate every minute of existence in this body. I'm ready to come out except for one thing. What will happen? I have generally had few friends most of my life and thought from a young age I hated being male. I feel as if my childhood was stolen from me. I envision myself everyday as the opposite gender. My best friend throughout my life has been my big brother. We play video games together, talk all the time, and etc. I feel as if I do this our relationship will change a lot. Sometimes I wish I was born an only child as much as wanting to be born female. My mother already caught me a year ago, but I panicked and denied, denied, and denied. How do I overcome this? I can't imagine myself as anything other than a girl. I know wh o I am, but I can't seem to overcome fear.

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