It's either weight or scars. I have acne scars which I hate, track marks from drug use (I know I'm disgusting but they've been fading [I used clean needles, so yeah]), but stretch marks don't really bother me since their mainly on my inner thighs, though they're really big, my BF has mentioned them and the skin is so thin not to mention they haven't faded since they started when I was like in my teens and are still purplish. I'm actually surprised they don't bother me more.
Then, there's my weight. I can't gain any. I'm under 120 lbs most days and I know I'd look better if I could get back to 125 lbs or 130. But, that seems unobtainable given my frame size.
I obssess over my appearance though and constantly apply makeup, like lip gloss, I did get this MAC glass creamsheen in delight a light pink color so yeah, but yesterday my BF nearly smacked my mirror away cause I kept fussing with it.
I put weight since it's something I can do something about my eating more which I have done but then will stop and not eat for days and only drink gallons of water. The water really helps my skin though. I don't have acne anymore so that's a huge plus....+++++++