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What made you unhappy today? 5.0

Started by V M, March 22, 2014, 04:54:41 AM

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King Malachite

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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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Lauren5

All the cute guys are taken, not like they'd want anything to do with me anyways, beyond just being friends.
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Full time: 12/12/13
Started hormones: 26/3/14
FFS: No clue, winter/spring 2014/15 maybe?
SRS: winter/spring 2014/15?
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Emo

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Adam (birkin)

Apparently the frequency my voice is around 130 Hz. That's definitely male range (around the middle of the average range of cis males), but it still sounds so high to me? Like it sounds like a woman's voice. And I feel very depressed about it.
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FrancisAnn

I am so upset & this is terrible news!!! NYC Expert Last lipstick caps keep falling off & making a mess in my purse. Terrible lipstick. 
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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Shana-chan

Quote from: FrancisAnn on May 10, 2014, 08:38:16 PM
I am so upset & this is terrible news!!! NYC Expert Last lipstick caps keep falling off & making a mess in my purse. Terrible lipstick. 
My Mama had a bag which was for holding make up, something like this might help you. That or, find a different brand of lip stick or somehow fix the caps. Hope that helps even if only a little.
"Denial will get people no where."
"Don't look to the here & now but rather, to the unknown future & hope on that vs. the here & now."
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FrancisAnn

I was just having fun a little but it is irriating. I moved this lipstick to a seperate compartment. Thanks, GF.
mtF, mid 50's, always a girl since childhood, HRT (Spiro, E & Fin.) since 8-13. Hormone levels are t at 12 & estrogen at 186. Face lift & eye lid surgery in 2014. Abdominoplasty/tummy tuck & some facial surgery May, 2015. Life is good for me. Love long nails & handsome men! Hopeful for my GRS & a nice normal depth vagina maybe by late summer. 5' 8", 180 pounds, 14 dress size, size 9.5 shoes. I'm kind of an elegant woman & like everything pink, nice & neet. Love my nails & classic Revlon Red. Moving back to Florida, so excited but so much work moving
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V M

Yup, small makeup bags are fairly cheap and easy to come by and many companies will include one along with their makeup specials  8)

Saves the frustration of putting your hand in a muck of mess in your fav. purse and you've got everything together nice and tidy  ;)
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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Umiko

i have to detox! -.- cant eat my soild food until after my endo appointment. need to go with my system fully flushed so i can get the most accurate results
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Serenation

It's mothers day, always been a sad reminder of never being able to be a mother.
I will touch a 100 flowers and not pick one.
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Umiko

Quote from: Serenation on May 10, 2014, 10:03:27 PM
It's mothers day, always been a sad reminder of never being able to be a mother.
now that you mention is, it is rather upsetting and unfair. was trying not to think about it but i guess it will become unavoidable
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Jenny07

Mothers day is always a sad time and has little to no meaning for me.
Lost my mum in a car accident I was in when I was 9.

How different things would have been. :'(
So long and thanks for all the fish
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@Diana

 today my 2nd brother (my oldest brother passed away 4 years ago) took my whole family including my 3rd brother , my younger sister , my mum & my dad out to my mum's birth place , to have lunch there (few hours drive from Bangkok) ..

and I'm here in another country , I wish I was there with them now
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Miss_Bungle1991

Quote from: Jenny07 on May 10, 2014, 10:21:23 PM
Mothers day is always a sad time and has little to no meaning for me.
Lost my mum in a car accident I was in when I was 9.

How different things would have been. :'(

Awww, that's so sad.  :'( :icon_hug:
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Edge

I hate being called "cute." I hate being seen as "cute." I want to be seen as me.
I act too girly. Yes, I know the whole speech about how I shouldn't care. The problem is though that people zoom in on any girly behaviour and that's all they see. They don't see me.
I have feelings. Feelings are problematic.
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Shantel

Quote from: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 01:11:34 AM
today my 2nd brother (my oldest brother passed away 4 years ago) took my whole family including my 3rd brother , my younger sister , my mum & my dad out to my mum's birth place , to have lunch there (few hours drive from Bangkok) ..

and I'm here in another country , I wish I was there with them now

These times are always so difficult to deal with emotionally, we can always hope they are in a much happier place as most of us intrinsically know that this place here is only a short hyphen for us in eternity as this is basic to all religious beliefs. My girl cousin's husband died unexpectedly today, he was a kind and generous soul and I loved him as a friend.
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King Malachite

Having to miss church because I have to work.  :(
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"Sometimes you have to go through outer hell to get to inner heaven."

"Anomalies can make the best revolutionaries."
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V M

Stupid dark thoughts gnawing at my mind
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

Superficial fanny kissing friends are a dime a dozen, a TRUE FRIEND however is PRICELESS


- V M
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LordKAT

Quote from: Edge on May 11, 2014, 01:18:27 AM
I hate being called "cute." I hate being seen as "cute." I want to be seen as me.
I act too girly. Yes, I know the whole speech about how I shouldn't care. The problem is though that people zoom in on any girly behaviour and that's all they see. They don't see me.
I have feelings. Feelings are problematic.


I can really relate to this, especially the bolded parts.
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Dee Marshall

I tend to fantasize scenarios when something big is coming up, it could go this way, it could go that. You know.

Next big one is coming out to my wife and I feel the need to put it off until next month while I prepare with my therapist.

Today I only seem to be able to come up with ridiculous disaster scenarios I won't even dignify by repeating. I hate when I catastrophize! Feeling really dysphoric, too. The little things I do to ease that off are just making it worse today.

Don't know if it's better or worse that I'm at work.
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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