Hi guys and gals

Im not new here, just hadnt been on in a while and when i came back i realised i had deleted my account...or someone close to me had... well anyway my account was not in existance.... im happy to accept the blame.
well anyway, ill re-introduce myself

im from Australia (haha oh great another one!! what do they put in the water over here hehehe)
i hadnt really thought too much about trans issues until a number of really stressful and traumatic recent events in my life forces me to reassess who i was and what i wanted from life. it was then i realised i hadnt been a happy chappy for a very long time and started taking steps to rectify this issue.
over a number of months (or is it years-- its hard to tell) i finally reached the trans enlightenment (of course i should have realised it sooner, i mean cis guys dont regularly wear womens clothing around the house to feel happy and comfortable--therapist poiinted that one out when i eventually got around to admitting all my secrets to her haha)
anyway, long story short, i feel i am getting more and more happier as the days roll on. not yet on hrt but ive come to learn along the way that the end point is never what we really want, its the journey that we crave. so if i find im happy half way or no way or just a bit more in touch with my emotions and fem side then so be it.
but for now im happy to be called Lauren by my friends and fam (the ones that know) and finally feel like i dont have to hide anymore.
well thats me in a nut shell

im always happy to share more of me as the times go on.
glad to be back with this online family

love yas xx <3