Thinking that I'm completely incapable of disentangling my opinion on future prospects from my opinion on how things feel right now.

i'm thinking i get anxious whenever i hear my boy name o.o whoop looks like the battle is finally over!

I really hope I can make a craft store run sometime soon. I hope one of those glitter jars can help me curb my anxiety.

why the hell am i setting of so many men gaydars -.- its like everywhere i turn, there's one ready to pounce me -.- i'm thinking i need men repellent

'Let's take jesuus off the table, got enough on his miind'

God I love Lana del Reeey

Here I am 86 minutes before the exam, already with my second coffee and reviewing some notes I made. It should be an easy exam, I supposedly am overprepared. But I've paid 230€ to take it, and I only get one freaking chance. So I'm feeling pretty uneasy, even if it should be a walk in the park compared to the next thing.

But I keep telling to myself: "Julia, if you can't beat this, you don't belong in law school or any other career".

BTW, I'm ->-bleeped-<-ting myself, as with every exam I've taken on the last years. Literally there is a brownstorm every fifteen minutes. Damn panic.

PD: I'm going as butch as possible. No makeup, just jeans and a sweater, a hair band and glasses. In fact, I'm not even tucking since I don't want to be bothered by an accidental scrotum slip or skin fold pinch. I would be more confortable without the bra (which I don't really need being an A), but I need to keep a small level of feminity.

How'd it go, Julia?

I have a friend who believes in all sorts of crazy conspiracy theories that... I don't even know. For example, he's anti-vaccine. *head desk* WHY? Don't answer that.

I thinking thoughts. I'm not entirely sure what they are, but I'm pretty sure they're about me.

I'm thinking i don't know what is the right thing to do. Like, I'm having a moral dilemna

Quote from: christopher on May 19, 2014, 10:22:37 PM
I'm thinking i don't know what is the right thing to do. Like, I'm having a moral dilemna

*hands chris-oniichan a guppy* i picked one up while doing the rain dance but i didnt want it xD

Tonight was soo good for me you guys, omg, you have no idea. Sometimes it's nice to just go out and hang with cool, open minded people and just be silly and have a blast.

Quote from: Abbyxo on May 19, 2014, 10:35:11 PM
Tonight was soo good for me you guys, omg, you have no idea. Sometimes it's nice to just go out and hang with cool, open minded people and just be silly and have a blast.

I'm glad you had a good night! I know from your posts that you've been feeling down, so it's nice to see that some happiness has come your way.

Quote from: Edge on May 19, 2014, 08:47:32 PM

I have a friend who believes in all sorts of crazy conspiracy theories that... I don't even know. For example, he's anti-vaccine. *head desk* WHY? Don't answer that.

Conspiracy theoriest can be fun to play with sometimes if you have the time and patience. We recently had a large debate about the right to not get their children vaccinated, thankfully sanity prevailed.

I'm thinking I'm either becoming more jaded and cynical OR my tolerance for people has serverly dropped. Oh my kingdom for a large blunt object to swing

Quote from: immortal gypsy on May 20, 2014, 12:56:02 AM

I'm thinking I'm either becoming more jaded and cynical OR my tolerance for people has serverly dropped. Oh my kingdom for a large blunt object to swing

I'd loan you an elephant's trunk, but I don't think you could swing it.

Quote from: immortal gypsy on May 20, 2014, 12:56:02 AM


I'm thinking I'm either becoming more jaded and cynical OR my tolerance for people has serverly dropped. Oh my kingdom for a large blunt object to swing

Just wait til you get my age honey! 

On a forum of people who were raised female and people who are female, no one knows how to make my hair not look stupid. Fair enough. lol

I'm thinking about who I am and what I want.

I didn't paint the moldings in my room very well... some of the paint came off with the tape ;O; fml I am bad at this stuff

Quote from: Edge on May 20, 2014, 11:52:55 AM
On a forum of people who were raised female and people who are female, no one knows how to make my hair not look stupid. Fair enough. lol

I'm thinking about who I am and what I want.

I saw your pic in the pic sharing thread... why not go for a wild look like in your avatar? I think it can be really cool, you know like johnny depp-ish? Or maybe Dave Grohl/Andrew W.K. I would totally try a side part. Umh, Emo hair? Not your thing? That's all I got.

Quote from: sad panda on May 20, 2014, 12:45:43 PM
I saw your pic in the pic sharing thread... why not go for a wild look like in your avatar? I think it can be really cool, you know like johnny depp-ish? Or maybe Dave Grohl/Andrew W.K. I would totally try a side part. Umh, Emo hair? Not your thing? That's all I got.

I wish I could (not the emo hair), but I don't know how especially because my hair refuses to not look stupid. That's why I asked for help in the Help and Howto's area. My pic in the pic sharing thread happened to be rare good hair day (or closest I get anyway) seconds after I spent more time than was worth it straightening it. It went back to looking stupid a few minutes later.
To sum up, I don't need help with ideas for how I might want my hair to look. I need help actually getting it to do what I want.

i'm thinking its ramen time! yummy yummy noodlie deliciousness! xD

Quote from: Edge on May 20, 2014, 12:55:00 PM
I wish I could (not the emo hair), but I don't know how especially because my hair refuses to not look stupid. That's why I asked for help in the Help and Howto's area. My pic in the pic sharing thread happened to be rare good hair day (or closest I get anyway) seconds after I spent more time than was worth it straightening it. It went back to looking stupid a few minutes later.
To sum up, I don't need help with ideas for how I might want my hair to look. I need help actually getting it to do what I want.

Oh okay, have you tried mousse or any other serums and/or blow drying it instead of straightening? And I would use a leave-in conditioner since those guys will obviously run on the slightly oilier side. I also used to get a similar look with frizz ease, it wasn't for me but it would work.

Mowing along and the stupid blade belt decided to go. Got the new one on, but now I don't really feel like finishing the far back, so I'm gonna let it go for a few days...


And I really need to find a rebuild kit for the hydrostatic transmission on it. Thirty years has taken its toll and its overheating a little and I'm getting tired of stopping and hosing it down to cool it off.