Wow that sounds complicated - deliberately doing testosterone and then haviong VFS again? I hope this complicated thing will work out for you.
Foe me it was one try and that was it. Although I am slightly inclined to half-tick the number two box as I am now sort of experiencing a second wave transition - changing my HT, getting maybe more surgeries - somehow it seems a bit I am now transitioning again

I am amazed at how many people have actually tried with HT and all to transition, often in their 20ies or 30ies and then for some reason were able to stop this and only try again in their later life? How? Once I started transitioning, once I got my first hormones - there was no way I could have deliberately said "no" to any of this. It would have killed me. I guess only the most severe circumstances would have done that - loosing everything to stay alive (no job, no money, living on the streets). Or being threatened with death in a bad locale where transphobia is deadly. But even then , I would have done my best to get out of these situations...
I think many pull back because of family and children - once you are that age and have a family it seems to get massively harder. On the other side you have children then, which is great - I never was able to have children, which saddens me.