Quote from: Edge on May 27, 2014, 04:25:58 PM
I have it in spades. Unfortunately, I can't give it to others unless you happen to find other people's strength inspiring.

I was planning a whole thing that I was going to write down when I got home and now I forget it all and my brain feels like mush.

meanie xD lol. i'll just figure something out. i guess eat myself into a coma.

Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a maze and don't know how to escape.  All I know is that I will search for an out over and over again only to end up exactly where I started in the beginning.  It's a cycle that I don't see myself beating anytime soon.  But honestly, it doesn't even matter because the maze is all I really have. 

Quote from: Brianna Terryal Onyx on May 27, 2014, 04:30:46 PM
meanie xD lol. i'll just figure something out. i guess eat myself into a coma.

I'm not mean because of something I have no control over, but if you want me to, I can show you what mean really looks like.

Instead, I'll share inspiring music. STAND UP AND FIGHT!

Quote from: learningtolive on May 27, 2014, 04:34:30 PM
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a maze and don't know how to escape.  All I know is that I will search for an out over and over again only to end up exactly where I started in the beginning.  It's a cycle that I don't see myself beating anytime soon.  But honestly, it doesn't even matter because the maze is all I really have. 

Sweetie, that may be part of the reason why you don't get out of it. Better the devil you know, as it were. The mind is a funny thing. When we have something that we know, sometimes we hold on to it because we know it. And we're scared of what comes after. So deep within the subconscious, there's a little voice saying "I don't want to get out, I like it here. I know where I am and what's what." No matter how bad something is, maybe sometimes we hold onto it because something is better than nothing. And the fear of nothing is what keeps us trapped.

Maybe a step towards freeing yourself is to try and see there's something to go to. Something else to hold on to. To see that the maze doesn't have to be all you have.

*hugs*

I need to watch my eating habits better.......

Now I have to order a new element for the bottom of my oven. I was preheating it for some pizza and poof, lots of sparks and fizzles and smoke. It melted and burned a small hole in the bottom panel. I can patch the bottom panel for now, but got to order the element.  Can't get ahead this way...

Quote from: learningtolive on May 27, 2014, 04:34:30 PM
Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in a maze and don't know how to escape.  All I know is that I will search for an out over and over again only to end up exactly where I started in the beginning.  It's a cycle that I don't see myself beating anytime soon.  But honestly, it doesn't even matter because the maze is all I really have.

Welcome to life.

and there goes my control -.- time to buy a bucket of ice cream and watch reruns 

I have to go to work, but why? I don't want to, it is a dead end thankless job that any trained monkey can do, albeit not well. It doesn't advance anyone or anything. It is mind numbingly dull and ARRGGH!




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Quote from: LordKAT on May 27, 2014, 08:22:03 PM
I have to go to work, but why? I don't want to, it is a dead end thankless job that any trained monkey can do, albeit not well. It doesn't advance anyone or anything. It is mind numbingly dull and ARRGGH!

Ah c'mon KAT, being a MOD isn't that bad is it? 

I just hope he's okay.

The mod job is great, it is the cleaning up after thoughtless people that gets to me.

Quote from: LordKAT on May 28, 2014, 06:35:11 AM
The mod job is great, it is the cleaning up after thoughtless people that gets to me.

I know what you mean man    I've had some crap jobs in my day too

Hugs

Quote from: V M on May 28, 2014, 07:45:57 AM
I know what you mean man    I've had some crap jobs in my day too

Hugs

Thanks, hugs are always welcome.

Quote from: Jaime R D on May 27, 2014, 06:42:13 PM
Now I have to order a new element for the bottom of my oven. I was preheating it for some pizza and poof, lots of sparks and fizzles and smoke. It melted and burned a small hole in the bottom panel. I can patch the bottom panel for now, but got to order the element.  Can't get ahead this way...

Elemental dear girl, strictly elemental!    It shouldn't cost too much.

The next time I go on a church trip, I'm taking the unused cups from every one of our rooms and I'm going to give them to my mom as souviners.  Who needs a stupid keychain when you can get something useful like cups?  I gave her cups last time and she enjoyed them.  I also gave her the key card, but she didn't enjoy that as much and more or less tossed it aside, but she used the cups!

Quote from: Malachite on May 28, 2014, 01:27:15 PM
The next time I go on a church trip, I'm taking the unused cups from every one of our rooms and I'm going to give them to my mom as souviners.  Who needs a stupid keychain when you can get something useful like cups?  I gave her cups last time and she enjoyed them.  I also gave her the key card, but she didn't enjoy that as much and more or less tossed it aside, but she used the cups!

The must usefull thing we will ever attain is a place to store the useless things.

Seriously having nowear to put things is a nightnare. N o matter how much you tidy your left with un tidyness

Quote from: Edge on May 27, 2014, 04:52:04 PMI'm not mean because of something I have no control over, but if you want me to, I can show you what mean really looks like.

Instead, I'll share inspiring music. STAND UP AND FIGHT!

W00T Turisas \m/

my whole right side looks swollen -.-

I told myself I'd go to bed at a decent time. I lied again.
I'm thinking about religion/beliefs, it's role in my life, and whether that should change.
I'm thinking making life changes in general. Eating healthier, exercising more, doing more things that interest me, getting shtuff done, learning skills I want and need to do what I want, stuff like that.
I'm thinking about my nature and how much I like it. I love being me. I wish I was more intelligent though.