I'm going through a very strange time in my life. I've always considered my self bi. I've had very strong feelings for both male and female. I'm going on 8 months HRT. I'm still very much attracted to woman and would like to find a compatible  female partner, but these hormones are really starting to make me go guy crazy . I just love looking and fantasizing , very extensive fantasizing, the male body is making me go crazy . I was just wondering if any one else has experience an intensity the farther along on hormones you got.

Well, don't know if this applies but; I use to consider myself bi or at the very least pansexual before HRT. After HRT, I can't possibly imagine a relationship with a man, any sort of intimate relationship with a man physically sickens me. Not saying I hate men... just not into them romantically, sexually, emotionally, mentally, etc.

Having said that, I am not above being able to appreciate an attractive man, simply out of aesthetic appreciation. But as far as orientation goes, I'm 100% girls only. Interesting development however ~ I love women now for more reasons than just the basic "male" reason. Not that back then I was motivated by libido only, but it was mostly dick-thinking. Now, its an overall connection more than anything, I have an appreciation for their small details, for the color of their hair or the way they laugh, or simply the way they speak... its like my attraction to woman has become less sexualized and more romanticized, which I love because it makes the attraction feel sooo... (cliche but...) "Dreamy"... Not with every girl of course, just the ones who captivate me. I'm happily married anyway so it doesn't matter, but even with my wife, I'm more intimate, I'm more emotionally connected, interested in hearing her voice or feeling her energy. Its difficult to explain.

Granted; I find the idea of a straight couple to be cute, I like the idea of a guy falling for me... but I can't imagine ever having the patience or attraction to them so its more of just a girly "aww that's beautiful" kind of reaction more than anything.

So i guess I'm the opposite of you in the sense that I'm girl crazy instead of guy crazy after hormones. where before I was bi/curious/pansexual

I was always Bi or pan sexual. But with a little E in the system guys just seemed awesome. Now that its been a few months thought its kinda leveling out and I just wanna cuddle. >_>

I thought I was bi before HRT but now I can only identify as a lesbian, men just don't interest me sexually at all

Quote from: stephaniec on May 29, 2014, 10:17:10 AM
I was just wondering if any one else has experience an intensity the farther along on hormones you got.

Oh gosh Stephanie you are by no means alone in this. As a male I had always considered myself totally hetero, but now that I am transitioning I wonder what I might have been missing. The dreams I have at night now are so intense! *giggle* As a male I always felt uncomfortable around men because I didn't fit the dudebro culture at all. That uneasiness has turned more into wanting to snuggle them and well, you know.   

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on May 29, 2014, 11:20:55 AM
Oh gosh Stephanie you are by no means alone in this. As a male I had always considered myself totally hetero, but now that I am transitioning I wonder what I might have been missing. The dreams I have at night now are so intense! *giggle* As a male I always felt uncomfortable around men because I didn't fit the dudebro culture at all. That uneasiness has turned more into wanting to snuggle them and well, you know.   

The same here as well... and it did not make my life easier, on the contrary. And it is not fair, because now I understand and relatento women much better, whereas guys are complete mystery to me. They are funny, quite simple yet... very unpredictible and actually nice (providing that they gender me as a girl).