My son keeps repeating nonsense words over and over again. I wonder if that's an autism thing.

MY HAIR IS ALMOST 2 INCHES! 1 more inch to go than i can get extensions 

Quote from: Nimrata (aka LH) on June 05, 2014, 12:04:41 PM
That sounds great, and it shouldn't be too hard to get the rest once you start working again.

Lets hope so.   

Quote from: Edge on June 05, 2014, 08:55:06 PMMy son keeps repeating nonsense words over and over again. I wonder if that's an autism thing.

It indeed tends to be. I believe it's more closely linked with Asperger's and higher functioning autism. Not sure what the specifics of your son's case are. Nor do I need you to tell me. The closest I got to being a psychologist was making psychology my major, then hating it, and ended up flunking psych 101 somehow, so I'm definitely not qualified.

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on June 05, 2014, 09:07:04 PMMY HAIR IS ALMOST 2 INCHES! 1 more inch to go than i can get extensions 

Wish I could afford them. I'm around 7 inches now, and hate wearing a wig. It'd be long enough if my face was OK, but I'd like a foot, if not 18 inches, before I ditch the wig.
I'd also like the hairline to be fixed, it's not as bad as Andrés Iniesta (he's not old, he's 30, and that pic is from when he was 28) but I don't like it, certainly not great if I pull it back.

Quote from: Lauren5 on June 05, 2014, 09:46:58 PM
Wish I could afford them. I'm around 7 inches now, and hate wearing a wig. It'd be long enough if my face was OK, but I'd like a foot, if not 18 inches, before I ditch the wig.
I'd also like the hairline to be fixed, it's not as bad as Andrés Iniesta (he's not old, he's 30, and that pic is from when he was 28) but I don't like it, certainly not great if I pull it back.

i cant afford them either but i do odd jobs here and there so i can save up a little bit to get them. i have a few more months though before i can actually get them. lol

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on June 05, 2014, 09:57:58 PMi cant afford them either but i do odd jobs here and there so i can save up a little bit to get them. i have a few more months though before i can actually get them. lol

I'm currently trying to find just one source of employment, then I'll focus on a second, possibly a third, to try and get surgery in a similar timeframe. Looking at the January or February timeframe. I know with the wages I'll be earning, I won't be able to make all of it by then, even with three jobs, but I should be able to pay for te surgery itself. Dad said he'd be willing to help out some, the lodging and flight costs should be manageable in comparison.

Quote from: Lauren5 on June 05, 2014, 10:21:28 PM
I'm currently trying to find just one source of employment, then I'll focus on a second, possibly a third, to try and get surgery in a similar timeframe. Looking at the January or February timeframe. I know with the wages I'll be earning, I won't be able to make all of it by then, even with three jobs, but I should be able to pay for te surgery itself. Dad said he'd be willing to help out some, the lodging and flight costs should be manageable in comparison.

i'm holding out hope that these cases are successful meaning i can get all my surgeries without worrying. i cant get a job unless i transition because they see right through me o:

I can't believe it. I am literally sitting here watching paint dry.

I can't rest until I do the dishes.  I'm listening to a sermon right now and really don't feel like taking the laptop into the kitchen, but I won't be able to enjoy the sermon if I have the dishes on my mind.  I'm going to take the laptop in there.

My boss man wants me to come in today to work the same schedule I did yesterday.

My package should be here by the end of the day!  Yay!

I'm going to wash the dishes now.

My bolooveeus is in fine shape.

Finished washing the dishes

I'm not the only one who hates doing dishes. Good thing I have paper ones.

I'm thinking it's time for a glass of water, my teddy bears and sleepy time.  I want to wake up early tomorrow so I can reward myself with a few hours of guitar shredding.  I have nothing to do tomorrow except get groceries and have laser done on mah face.  All my housework is done, the bills are paid and my ducks are in a row (Hi, little duckies!).  It's nice to have all my sh*t together, and now I can have some "me" time to play and not feel guilty for slacking off.

I literally can't stop shaking right now...note to self: wondering around town at 2 AM is prolly not the best idea.

all i'm smelling and tasting is iron. o: geez, it taste like blood in my mouth without the bleeding -.- i'm thinking this is getting annoying

I'm not sure if it's alcohol, mental illness, or raging hormones that are affecting me like this but I suddenly see beauty in everything.

I want to feel something intense right now. There's one boy in particular my mind keeps going back to, everytime I see him and hear him laugh, especially, i quake. And I know he likes me, too, but it's complicated. But I just want to love him and I fantasize about lying in bed with him and holding my mouth over his and feeling each others breath against our lips. I've had lots of sex but I've never actually genuinely "made love" and I want to so badly.

bedtime

WTF! why to hell does everyone look at me like i'm a piece of meat? this is why i stay in the house. i feel like i might be jumped in a dark alley for no absolute reason. just the thought of it is making me nauseous and shaky 

I'm thinking about some information I received last night. I don't know what to think of it.
I thought I was over something. I guess I'm not. Crap.
And now I want to talk about feelings. Ugh.

My package has arrived....and I wore it.  Nothing like a Ted bear onesie to radiate manliness.