Due to certain circumstances, I will be deleting my account. Unfortunately I will lurk from the shadows once again... I just don't want to keep hurting the one I love by them reading everything I have posted over and over again and feeling the pain from when I first came out to her. Its been a wonderful time on this forum maybe in the future I will be back for support.

Ok, but of you need to talk about anything remember holding it in makes it much worse. I'm glad you are at this time in a stage wear you feel you do not need susans. But if things change In the future you KNOW WERE WE ARE, Best of luck and lots of hope go with you

best wishes