Remodified this. I wont be a part of the public forums. I will be on so feel free to pm me and i will answer you but i will not make anymore posts after this. My envy because i cant transition due to my mental and emotional as well as environmental reason are preventing me from becoming whole so i have no other choicr but to give in until tye next window of opportunity opens which may or may not happen anytime soon or at all. I will give an update on a weekly basis but other than that, imma separate myself. Hope you guys understand