I've been watching many videos of freaks acting like fools at fast food restaurants and being abusive to the people that work there. It amazes me how these people have no respect for other people or themselves. It's always about really petty stuff at the end of the day. I just don't get it.

I should probably make myself a proper lunch instead of munching on cookies.

sadly, the empty loneliness is gripping me again. not a good day so far, not good at all -.-

Still thinking about finding that job...

Was it today that you had an interview Bandors? How did it go?

Quote from: birkin on June 19, 2014, 01:48:27 AM
I've been leaving my card at home too. Today it was nice though, I had a gift card for Tim Hortons left over from Christmas. I had a long morning and not a lot of breakfast so I stopped at Timmys and got a really great frozen lemonade with the card. Didn't cost me anything and I enjoyed it a lot more because I didn't stop for a whole meal, it was like this special little treat.

Ooooo a frozen lemonade would sound nice about now....even better if it's free!  Congrats on finding a job btw!

Quote from: FA on June 19, 2014, 10:12:14 AM
What does she look like? Is she Japanese? lol

Lol yes she is Japanese.  I left that part out because I didn't want to "offend" anyone here. 

I may be slightly drunk

Quote from: birkin on June 19, 2014, 05:37:11 PM
Was it today that you had an interview Bandors? How did it go?

Yeah I had it and it was short, the person only asked 3 questions. Wasn't quite what I was looking for since the job compensation depended on how many contracts you get clients to sign. In other words, my pay was purely commissions-based while I'm looking for a stable, hourly wage job.

Fair enough, I'd never do commission work because it would be too stressful and not a lot of chance at payoff unless you're top notch with people (which I am not).

And thanks Malachite. I'm happy to have the shot at getting some cash and doing something rewarding and challenging. I've decided to get a car before I get the surgery funds piled up, because this job is in a seedy part of town and far from where I live. Until I have the car though, I'm going to be riding my bike every day to work. It's 30K one way. =/ The bike is electric so can help me a little, but how cool would it be if I could work up to doing the whole 30K? I'd be riding 60K a day in total. I used to do 30K rides easy before I got big, so hopefully my body will adjust.

It's kind of a good thing because I need to lose weight for my surgery anyway, since he wants to do a keyhole type thing on me. I swear to God, if I'm doing this 7 days a week, I'm going to have to think about surgery 24/7 to keep myself motivated.

Thinking bout next Monday and my consult with a plastic surgeon for ba. Kinda nervous but my best friend will be going with me so that will help. Wanna get her opinion and set something up for next year

OH NO. I knew I became an ass man, but I found the My Humps video and found Fergie attractive in it.

This is problematic.

Quote from: birkin on June 19, 2014, 09:16:58 PM
OH NO. I knew I became an ass man, but I found the My Humps video and found Fergie attractive in it.

This is problematic.

I'm wondering if anyone else ever feels like a force of nature. Also wondering if I sound arrogant by saying that, but that's how I feel a lot of the time.

Making a new video. Wondering if I ramble too much.

Stress is keeping me awake. It won't get better for several months.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on June 19, 2014, 10:09:11 PM

haha I might need this.

Quote from: LordKAT on June 19, 2014, 11:28:12 PM
Stress is keeping me awake. It won't get better for several months.

That's too bad. <tries to send you some sleep>

Well, it's official.  I have witnessed more idiocy demonstrated by people this week than ever before.  Why do stupid people insist on reproducing so much?  Yeah, I think the human race is certainly headed for devolution. 

And I can't wait for my gonads to be chucked in a bin...

Dang, we are so screwed. 

Then again if the world was ever populated by my descendents, we'd just es screwed, but for very different reasons.

Six of one, half dozen of the other...

Good night all!

You look great Candice so don't worry.

Looking at the weather in Manila, 90 degrees every day and thunder storms.
And here I was thinking 46 degrees what hot.

Beats a Sydney winter shivering through 22 degree days.

Last time I flew...

I'm starting to have strong feelings for a close friend. I seemed to have gotten over my last crush since we rarely talk unless I always start the conversation at the expense of her not replying back at any time. She could just ditch me in the middle of the conversation on Skype and then I won't hear from her until next time I start a conversation.