i cant seem to stay away from you guys. i decided to just let go of all resistance and frankly i can see a drastic change in my overall persona. basically i'm a lot happier though the last time this happy, i nearly ended up 6 feet in the ground, literally. anyways, i guess i have to say i'm back full time. exhaustion from my inner battle is catching up to me though so i would be sleeping more but thats a different story lol. anyways, i'm back